11 days. 11 days.
(That's like, parallel too isn't that funny oh fuck.)
Sometimes I wonder how we're going to make it, because what, seriously, 11 days to rehearse a 2-hour play, and you know what the funniest thing is? We started planning this production last. Year. I don't even - know how it came to this, and. Yet I'm having the most fun with my batch than I have ever had. Rehearsals are fun. Hilarious, even. I barely even notice time flying by, and before I know it, it's 8.30 pm and we need to leave and - you know, seven-hour CCA sessions don't even register. Seven, seriously. And then I spend three more hours at home working on design/production stuff but it doesn't get old. I'm exhausted, but not tired of it.
It's like I'm throwing my entire life away on this production and simultaneously the exhilarating feeling of being consumed by this project and the barely conscious fear that I might not extricate myself in time to save the rest of my, right-now-minute-non-CCA-part of life are quite, quite overpowering. There isn't really time to think about anything else.
I've never actually really felt it before.
Sometimes I wonder how we're going to make it, because what, seriously, 11 days to rehearse a 2-hour play, and you know what the funniest thing is? We started planning this production last. Year. I don't even - know how it came to this, and. Yet I'm having the most fun with my batch than I have ever had. Rehearsals are fun. Hilarious, even. I barely even notice time flying by, and before I know it, it's 8.30 pm and we need to leave and - you know, seven-hour CCA sessions don't even register. Seven, seriously. And then I spend three more hours at home working on design/production stuff but it doesn't get old. I'm exhausted, but not tired of it.
It's like I'm throwing my entire life away on this production and simultaneously the exhilarating feeling of being consumed by this project and the barely conscious fear that I might not extricate myself in time to save the rest of my, right-now-minute-non-CCA-part of life are quite, quite overpowering. There isn't really time to think about anything else.
I've never actually really felt it before.