"...there's been a run of crazy dreams..." there really has, I also had a weird dream. It seems like a trend going on here. ( can someone ananlyze this? )
The first part of your dream is the classic dream that many students have, sometimes for years after they finish school. Usually you are in a class, sometimes a final exam, and your can't remember ever being in class, reading any of the materials, or have any idea what the class is about. That dream is a good thing, it means you take your studies seriously and are concerned about how you do in your classes, but you do goof off once in a while. The second part seems to be much more of an individual thing with you personally, mixing together some of your personal habits and concerns, together with your need to have someone love you. Just a guess, I can't figure out my own dreams most of the time, but you asked!
Thank you for analyzing this for me!skoolgrl1979October 21 2003, 16:09:07 UTC
That's why being on my own was so good even tho my friends kept screwing me over. I could be ME without all the extra pressure... friends at least let me be me for the most part. Yeah, I've had a guilty conscience for years and I haven't been able to shake it. I felt better about myself when I was away from them (they're wonderful ppl I just suck at being a good kid) and because of who they were and how everyone in town knew them I was expdcted to be a certain way: my little sister's the perfectionist, I just gave up a long time ago. I struggle with feeling guilty for not playing their game; and at the same time I feel repressed and like I'm lying to myself and I feel so jealous of people who CAN do that b/c I can't seem to get away with it.
Um... both? I'm a person who NEEDS schedules and I work best under pressure but it has to be MY pressure, not the pressurs of others or I fall apart.
I've got a LOT of stuff hidden, I know everyone else does too. I guess it's just that... I'm such an open person, friendly,
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I'm glad that it's a good thing to dram about school... being confused etc. I HAVE been working my ass off and if it wasn't for my damn micro-bio class I'd be doing well. I think the thing about Elton John was just random. I thought I heard somewhere that you're not supposed to be able to read in your dreams tho!? About having someone love me? Yeah, a lot of ppl say they love me but no one really KNOWS me. Ask five different people who say they know me well and you'll get five totally different opinions. It's weird.
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That's why being on my own was so good even tho my friends kept screwing me over. I could be ME without all the extra pressure... friends at least let me be me for the most part. Yeah, I've had a guilty conscience for years and I haven't been able to shake it. I felt better about myself when I was away from them (they're wonderful ppl I just suck at being a good kid) and because of who they were and how everyone in town knew them I was expdcted to be a certain way: my little sister's the perfectionist, I just gave up a long time ago. I struggle with feeling guilty for not playing their game; and at the same time I feel repressed and like I'm lying to myself and I feel so jealous of people who CAN do that b/c I can't seem to get away with it.
Um... both? I'm a person who NEEDS schedules and I work best under pressure but it has to be MY pressure, not the pressurs of others or I fall apart.
I've got a LOT of stuff hidden, I know everyone else does too. I guess it's just that... I'm such an open person, friendly, ( ... )
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