May 28, 2008 21:26
Most of my friends are tired of hearing about all of this.
I don't really like talking about it anymore either.
Jessica told me she was unhappy for the last six months of our relationship.
I asked her why she never talked to me about it and why she did and said some of the things she did in those last six months. No reply. No reply will be coming.
I've made some huge mistakes.
I'm in a really bad place and I'm starting to think I might not ever get back on my feet again.
I just woke up a few minutes ago and came to Highland. I don't know why.
Most of my friends are fed up with me.
Me and her were talking civil there for a while, now I'm back to being shunned.
I'm having real bad thoughts again.
I got a bill from Baptist East yesterday for $1,275
I'm going to end up losing my apartment if I don't figure something out soon.
I'm thinking real bad, stupid, selfish thoughts.