Oh internet you are one distracting bitch. I am having sort of simplify life phase going on, selling things off giving things away. Yesterday I was tempted to cancel my internet connection but how would I do online school courses with no online ability hmm? So I stopped and I'm thinking I will just have to learn to be strict with myself. It's too ( Read more... )

you know what I am tired of, being big, and being brave, and facing things head on. I am fucking tired of doing this. I would like a vacation. I would like a rest ( Read more... )

Fuck this ( Read more... )

Turns out writing an email that I didn't even send made me feel a whole lot better. Just getting it all out in an articulate way, forcing myself to form complete sentences and throwing in as many fucks as necessary to convey how I feel ( Read more... )

Somedays you just don't want to get out of bed, and you have nothing good to say. No matter how positive you try to think. And you know deep down that it's better things turned out this way, that you are a stronger person. Yet it feels like it all went down yesterday and your heart is breaking and your dreams are too dim to bouy you and....sigh. ( Read more... )

Patience is not silent ( Read more... )