guess it was more a pile of sticks than a fence.

[skandium]

he's afraid of my mom and won't come see his daughter.
he's still the same.
nothing's really changed.
why am i still holding my breath?
answer: so selfish and self destructive at the same time.
i need to get it all together soon. time is running out and this distraction won;t loosen it's grip on me.
truth is i feel like i owe it to Falynne to keep her dad around. whether he wants to be or not. and while his mouth says he does, his actions say no.
thing is, i dont even know if i still want him or if i'm just doing this for her.... ugh. no time to hink of that right now anyways.
oh well. "damn the torpedoes! full steam ahead!"

now to chose a direction.......