Feb 01, 2008 13:38
singing to Jacquie. awesome. could the knife get any deeper? how about a little twisting action.
Why is she still around. why was he with her wile i was going into labour. had i not called that one last time he would have missed the whole thing. lucky for him my contractions slowed down.
I had a dream while i was in the hospital that she had her msn name as "ivy shaile" the name i had originally decided on for the baby and it made me so mad. like she got all the credit for what i did. evreyone was congradulating her and paul as the couple.
the thing i dont get is why she's still around at all. he said he was done with her. so why is he still holding on?
he stil has a long way to go. this makes me trust him even less. i really just want to tell her off and tell her to leave him alone. stop wrecking things for us. for my child.
ugh...... arent postpartum hormones fun?