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here i am again
i want to go back to writing in my journal, bitching in silence and solitude. I have nobody who wants to listen to my bitching and moaning anymore, but maybe I'll find a new best friend sometime after I get settled into a career and whatnot. When I do talk to friends/family they just nod and let me talk and say it'll all work out either way. They' ( Read more... ) -
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I wish it wasn't so hard for us to communicate. 80% of the time he just doesn't wana talk or hear what I have to say. How can I communicate with that? I'll try telling him what I like first next time I guess. Things aren't looking good. Yea he loves me and I love him with my whole heart, but he makes me so upset all the time. He's lazy, smokes and ( Read more... ) -
He loves mj more than he loves me.
Today I read half of the father pregnancy book (in one fucking day) and instantly want nothing to do with Brian anymore. Even the past couple days where we were happy and good together, went to the movies and saw Noah, I still wasn't happy. I'm never happy. He just does bare minimum to get by and smokes weed afd which makes him so much less ( Read more... ) -
well
long time no type. im goin out with chris now. we started goin out on march 29th or 30th. i dont even remember. we went on that snowboarding tip 2gether. it was a last minute thing. he asked me out while we wer on the ski lift. i sold my car for 7500 and i bought a 2007 kawasaki 250 for 3400. im workin at sears and i hate it so much. the only ( Read more... ) -
catchin up
i dont really wana know wut i wrote bout b4. he was a stupid ass hole and made a huge mistake. were bak 2gether now, but if he does just one more thing to hurt me like that, itll b over for good no matter wut situation were in ( Read more... ) -
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i havent talked to bryon since june 21st. i think he called me on the 22nd but i sed i didnt wana talk 2 him. so basically its been 6 days. my goal is at least 1 year. it feels like a lot longer tho. i cant blieve that not even 2 weeks after i spent all of my graduation money and then sum on suprising him by goin there around his bday time, he had ( Read more... ) -
last night i didnt even get an answer
im so fuckin excited. i jus gave sugar a flea bath and cut her fingernails. lol paw nails. i hav no1 2 hang out with 2night so i figured i would jus pamper sugar. aww she loves me.. yay ( Read more... ) -
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omfg my gma needs 2 fuckin stop her bitchin. my sisters tryin 2 clean gmas stupid fuckin dog in the closed bathroom but my gma was standin over there for lyk10 mins tellin brit 2 open the door. brit doesnt hav her pants on so she wont get them wet so she didnt like anyone in there. also bcz the dog starts jumpin n shit wen he sees gma. so brit put ( Read more... ) -
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im so glad mel reminded me of this thing. i can type so much faster than writing so livejournal is awesome. yesterday i started reading every entry ive written up til now. its pretty cool. im so fuckin pissed off at bryon right now. im guna miss him so much now that im goin 2 college and i wont b able 2 visit him all the time. like mel n matt, were ( Read more... ) -
so frickin sweet
we had a sub last block so i got outta doin 2 hard tests in precal hnrs. and now were all here in 4th block, but the teachers not. mr marchand jus never showed up to class. i wonder wut happened. but this is so cool. i got 2 talk on the phone n evrything. then i wrote on the board. now im on the laptop cuz we jus so happened to hav an opened ( Read more... )