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long time no type. im goin out with chris now. we started goin out on march 29th or 30th. i dont even remember. we went on that snowboarding tip 2gether. it was a last minute thing. he asked me out while we wer on the ski lift. i sold my car for 7500 and i bought a 2007 kawasaki 250 for 3400. im workin at sears and i hate it so much. the only person i like is serena. im jus glad bonnies outta town for this whole week. chris is so sensitive. he always gets like this. b4 i went over my dads 2 feed sugar, he asked me if i love him as much as he loves me. i told him i dno, but that i do love him. he sed i still seemed mad at him for wut he did 2day. work sucked and i told him wen i was goin on break but he totally forgot wut time it was and didnt visit me til like 30 mins after my break had already started. he still hasnt made it up to me, which is the only reason i havent completely forgot about the whole thing. i dont know wut to do. i dont know how to get him to talk. i asked him wut he wants me to do and he sed nuthin. just be you. obviously thats not working very well! now his mom was jus talkin 2 me and i cant tell her EVERYTHING. i gave her the jist of y hes bein like this but i still dont no wut the real problem is bcz he wont talk 2 me. he jus makes me feel like i can never love him enough. ill continue later...