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Alright. Work. OMG. Lol I’m in the toddlers now with Carla until I get preschoolers. Our licensing went through yesterday….yay. However…the quiet days of almost no kids are about to be over lol We had a new toddler start yesterday, and there are 3 more that will be starting in the next week or 2. And DeAnna said that I’m probably gonna have my class before Halloween, which pisses me off lol But, she also told me there’s no preschoolers either, which confuses the Hell out of me lol….cuz I asked for a list of names so I could do nametags and stuff, but she said there weren’t any, except of course of Alexandra….and Hayley will be moving up in like a month or so as well. I’m dealing with Carla….I was pissed when she moved me to the toddlers with her but it’s not that bad lol AND…Carla told me that DeAnna’s hiring a new girl for the toddlers who should be starting asap, whenever the Community Health Center gets all her stuff tyaken care of (finger prints, urine test, paperwork), whenever that’ll be…I was like, “Well I did all of that on my first day so wtf lol” Although, Barb was DYRING to hire someone and dind’t take all those formalities with me, but I guess now they want new hires urine tests and finger prints back before they starts lol BUT…this chick is gonna be the lead and Carla’s gonna be the assistant!! WTF!!!! I was fucking HIRED to be the TODDLER teacher, then DeAnna gets hired and decides Carla need to stay with the toddlers sicne she already had them and wanted me for preschoolers…then Carla decides she wants to just be the assistant cuz she doesn’t wanna do all the work anymore….now, you’d think DeAnna coulda asked me if I wanted the toddlers lol Although, I still woulda stayed with the preschool cuz I still don’t wanna be with Carla lmao If I hadn’t decided I’d take the preschoolers and kept the infants she might’ve asked me, but oh well. I’m actually excited about being the preschool teacher…we’ll see how long that lasts lol But, Carla’s on vacation tomorrow & Friday so I’m gonna have the toddlers…joy lol They’re fine but Alyssa has been getting on my last nerve the last couple days, she’s been ridiculous. But oh well. And I finally found a couple really good websites and got a lot of good stuff from them, so my lessons plans should be getting completed fairly soon :)
And now…Rob. Omg lol So, I like Rob lol As a friend lol But I dunno…the sweetness is getting to me…lol I’m been less superficial in reasons why I don’t like-like him….god I swear I feel like I’m 16, or younger actually lol Although he does has a cute smile, and I’m a sucker for a cute smile lol He’s fun though. On Monday Colt texted me telling me he was doing a show at the Belt that night. Before I left work Rob asked if I was doing a anything fun that night, and I told him about the drag show…he’s gay friendly and told me he’d like to go to a drag show cuz he’s never been and it sounds like it might be fun lol After I told him I thought, omg what if he goes lol(He said he went to the Belt once a while back lol). Well, I left work to find a text from Colt that I missed being sent earlier and it said Nevermind, that he wasn’t doing the show. Damn….but I was in the mood to do something and restless, so after I watched my soaps I wandered around outside cuz it was so damn nice…at like 9pm lol I went wandered CVS for awhile lol Just bring off energy and whatnot. Well, I get a call at like 11:30 from Rob….wanting to know if I was still out cuz he wanted to go buy me and my friends drinks if I was still there lmao I called that one! lol I kinda thought I might’ve gotten him to let his lil thing for me go since I wasn’t being too receptive…and then that happened. Lol But, I wasn’t about my friends meeting him either….but I’m also kinda starting to get over what other people would think, too(starting to follow my own advice of the shit I told Dave when he started dating the 40yr old lol) I hate that I’m this superficial…heh…who knew lol And OMG tonight…lmao
So, I had Gabe & La’Shawna, and Carla was getting ready to leave and Rob was up chit chattin as usual. And a little after Carla left he was like, “So, did you hear what Carla said before she left?” I just remember her telling me things about the room and with her not being there the next 2 days…specifically to ignore her mess she never got cleaned up today and that she’ll clean it up on Monday)…he tells me that Carla says, “So, Rob, I make baskets and Sweetest Day is coming up….if you’d like me to make a basket for you to give to anyone” and looks at me kinda nudging her head towards me. So WTF…did he tell Carla he likes me, did she infer it…either way cuz I’ve kinda been flirty back the last few days…it amuses me lol I missed her saying that, she probably said it soft enough so I Wouldn’t hear it…and then he tells me that….so help me GOD if he even…No! lol And not just about the basket…about Anything! Lol
So I dunno…this both interesting, confusing, amusing, and terrifying lol But last Friday when he wasn’t there I was mad lol And tomorrow and Friday he’s leaving at 4:30 so he won’t be closing and so won’t be coming down to chit chat with me with me 1 or 2 kids, which is sad lol This is weird…I’d always, fall for, if you will…the hot hot guys who were complete jerks….that’s why I steered clear from the straight guys and went to the hot ay guys :P Now I actually have a straight guy friend, and average joe looking guy who I’d never look twice at in that aspect, and who’s overly into me lol but who’s a complete sweetheart and funny and all that good stuff…also when I no interest in any of that relationship/dating bullshit…life is complicated…lol
And I can’t decide if I’m glad I have the toddlers alone tomorrow or not. There’s gonna be 6 :\ lol Friday they’ll be 4, plus 2 school age sisters drop-ins who’s mom has a counseling session…blah lol We’ll see how it goes! Oy.
Anyway, that’s about it. Colt has a show on Monday at The Belt…YAY! :P I think I told Rob, I forget if I mentioned that part when I said he wasn’t there this past Monday lol….we’ll see if he shows up, but I ain’t asking him to go or anything, and probably won’t mention anything else about it lmao…this is my gay guy time…I fucking miss Colt & Tony. Mostly my Tony time if it’s like last time when we bonded hard core and pretended we were dating and kept half making out lol Good times lol Considering I rarely see Colt cuz he’ll be up in the dressing room…but comes down for a few after his performance to smoke and hang out for a few, plus a little before the show starts after he gets ready. Can’t wait for Monday :P
Anyway, that really is it now :P Adios!
T.T.F.N. :-*
And now…Rob. Omg lol So, I like Rob lol As a friend lol But I dunno…the sweetness is getting to me…lol I’m been less superficial in reasons why I don’t like-like him….god I swear I feel like I’m 16, or younger actually lol Although he does has a cute smile, and I’m a sucker for a cute smile lol He’s fun though. On Monday Colt texted me telling me he was doing a show at the Belt that night. Before I left work Rob asked if I was doing a anything fun that night, and I told him about the drag show…he’s gay friendly and told me he’d like to go to a drag show cuz he’s never been and it sounds like it might be fun lol After I told him I thought, omg what if he goes lol(He said he went to the Belt once a while back lol). Well, I left work to find a text from Colt that I missed being sent earlier and it said Nevermind, that he wasn’t doing the show. Damn….but I was in the mood to do something and restless, so after I watched my soaps I wandered around outside cuz it was so damn nice…at like 9pm lol I went wandered CVS for awhile lol Just bring off energy and whatnot. Well, I get a call at like 11:30 from Rob….wanting to know if I was still out cuz he wanted to go buy me and my friends drinks if I was still there lmao I called that one! lol I kinda thought I might’ve gotten him to let his lil thing for me go since I wasn’t being too receptive…and then that happened. Lol But, I wasn’t about my friends meeting him either….but I’m also kinda starting to get over what other people would think, too(starting to follow my own advice of the shit I told Dave when he started dating the 40yr old lol) I hate that I’m this superficial…heh…who knew lol And OMG tonight…lmao
So, I had Gabe & La’Shawna, and Carla was getting ready to leave and Rob was up chit chattin as usual. And a little after Carla left he was like, “So, did you hear what Carla said before she left?” I just remember her telling me things about the room and with her not being there the next 2 days…specifically to ignore her mess she never got cleaned up today and that she’ll clean it up on Monday)…he tells me that Carla says, “So, Rob, I make baskets and Sweetest Day is coming up….if you’d like me to make a basket for you to give to anyone” and looks at me kinda nudging her head towards me. So WTF…did he tell Carla he likes me, did she infer it…either way cuz I’ve kinda been flirty back the last few days…it amuses me lol I missed her saying that, she probably said it soft enough so I Wouldn’t hear it…and then he tells me that….so help me GOD if he even…No! lol And not just about the basket…about Anything! Lol
So I dunno…this both interesting, confusing, amusing, and terrifying lol But last Friday when he wasn’t there I was mad lol And tomorrow and Friday he’s leaving at 4:30 so he won’t be closing and so won’t be coming down to chit chat with me with me 1 or 2 kids, which is sad lol This is weird…I’d always, fall for, if you will…the hot hot guys who were complete jerks….that’s why I steered clear from the straight guys and went to the hot ay guys :P Now I actually have a straight guy friend, and average joe looking guy who I’d never look twice at in that aspect, and who’s overly into me lol but who’s a complete sweetheart and funny and all that good stuff…also when I no interest in any of that relationship/dating bullshit…life is complicated…lol
And I can’t decide if I’m glad I have the toddlers alone tomorrow or not. There’s gonna be 6 :\ lol Friday they’ll be 4, plus 2 school age sisters drop-ins who’s mom has a counseling session…blah lol We’ll see how it goes! Oy.
Anyway, that’s about it. Colt has a show on Monday at The Belt…YAY! :P I think I told Rob, I forget if I mentioned that part when I said he wasn’t there this past Monday lol….we’ll see if he shows up, but I ain’t asking him to go or anything, and probably won’t mention anything else about it lmao…this is my gay guy time…I fucking miss Colt & Tony. Mostly my Tony time if it’s like last time when we bonded hard core and pretended we were dating and kept half making out lol Good times lol Considering I rarely see Colt cuz he’ll be up in the dressing room…but comes down for a few after his performance to smoke and hang out for a few, plus a little before the show starts after he gets ready. Can’t wait for Monday :P
Anyway, that really is it now :P Adios!
T.T.F.N. :-*