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Ok so yeah, I spent a good portion of the weekend trying to get lesson plans done...and I barely got Anything accomplished! I really wanted to focus on Nov & Dec...and I only got about half of both of them done lol I have all my art and some theme oriented gross motor(probably jiust end of making that stuff mostly general gross motor and if I find a theme related activitity to 2 then I'll use them lol), and for some themes I got some sensory/creative experience stuff and some math/science stuff. OMG I HATE that DeAnna had to go an add a math/science section to the lesson plans. That wasn't on the lesson plans we used at Magic's or the odl Kid Space lesson plans...ugh lol
I *might* have gotten more accomplished if I hadn't gone home, because I woulda been able to spend more time on the internet(if it was working anyway lol) looking up stuff. But I went home cuz Jami & Alyssa were up cuz Jeff had stuff for work in Michigan, so she flew to MI with him then rented a car and drove down to grandma's, without Jeff lol, and I guess he flew back home on Friday. Jami's leaving Monday afternoon. So I went home to see Alyssa...and I suppose Jami lol I *coulda* went to October Fest in Cuyahoga Falls cuz Rob wanted me to go cuz last weekend when I went out with him his friends invited us. I guess I thought it woulda been Friday, cuz I dont remember her saying a day, just "next weekend"(plus I was relaly drunk so if she did I probably wouldn't remember anyway lol) but Thursday Rob asked if I still wanted to go and said it was Sat. From the time my mom came to get me Sat afternoon I was all, "I could be at Oct Fest tonight, but nooo" lol But I <3 Alyssa lol But then Saturday night there were 4 preschoolers, an infant, and a 9yr old who's the equivalant to the 4 preschoolers alone lol and it got INSANE and I tried to escape to the computer room, but periodically at least one kid was coming back to see what I was doing, then Alyssa came back and wanted to watch Dora stuff on the computer(cuz last time they were home in June I was playing Dora, Wiggles, & Backyardagins stuff with her online, and apparently she remembered that lol And then Jami's friend's daughter came back and then on an off any combination of the 4 girls and Derek were screwing around in the back bedroom and someone was getting hurt every 5min! I went back out in the living room and was like, "Remind me again why I dind't stay in Akron and go to Oct Fest?" lol ANd then Alyssa ran on and was obsessed with me for a bit again and I remembered lol I so frekaing ADORE that little girl! Damn them for living so far away!! >:o lol But, I tried to get some stuff done while at grandma's and at home. I got the majority of all my most important Spanish words copied in my notebook, and I got a lot of lesson plans started...then I ran out of sheets, so I'll have to run copies tomorrow or something...or go ask Rob to run me off some copies cuz I won't be able to leave my room...he'll go do it for me...lol...
I think I'm starting to be less superficial about it, we'll see lmao...I think that because he had Friday off and I dind't know that and I was waiting for him to come chat and nothing...I was kinda sad lol...and the maintance guy who was closing in his place was odd lol La'Shawna left a a quarter to 6 and I had her in the preschool room while I was rearranging some toys organization and stuff, and when I was signing La'Shawna out he came up and asked when I usually get out of their and I said 6 and he was like, "Well, I'll just lock up when you leave then" Well duh lol Except Rob locks it after the last kid leaves if he's up there(and he usually is lol) cuz it's locked from the outside, not in the inside, too lol So, I go back and cleanup the preschool room and I come back up the hall and this guy is standing at the top of the hallway, almost creepy-like lmao...and I was like,Um, ok, wtf lol And I left and he locked up and that was that...but geez! What if I'd have gone on the computer in the resource room like I was gonna...was he gonna stand up there for 20min or more, just like that, like a guard or something lol I was only gone for like 5min cleaning up before I left, but damn. And I thought about staying longer to do stuff with the classroom but eh...but what if I'd have done that as well? I imagine eventually he'd have come back like, "So, what are you doing?" I'd have been like, "You can lock it and I'll leave when I leave...Rob said I dind't have to be out by 6" lol And when I was leaving I asked if Rob was even there anywhere but he said he had the day off...I guess he did tell me he'd be out of town and to call if I wanted to go to Oct Fest so he knew if he had to come back to Akron early.
Anyway, so yeah...I'm gettin there on the lesson plans, letting my creativity flow as much as it can lol, but some of this stuff I'm just STUCK on...I'm trying real hard to be creative and I did come up with a lot of stuff on my own, but I had to go for internet assistance eventually...it's fun planning this stuff and I'm excited to do it, but it's also kinda HARD t be creative enough to do it...and to also do stuff I'm artisically inclined to do for some ideas I want to do...I had myself thinking earlier(cuz I spent a few hours online tonight when I got back to my apt gathering art ideas and other activities if I found any), "Ok, I need Dave to me in the picture again cuz he could seriously help me on the creation of the big things that I basically make and the kids contribute to, like he did when we worked at Magic's...he helped Char & I on cutting out shapes of a flower basket and pot of gold and stuff that the kids finger painted huge sheets of paper for lol Like I have this thing for Thanksgiving...A Thankful Tree or something and I basically have to make a HUGE tree to tape to the wall, and then take the big pieces of construction paper in fall colors and make leaves to have the kids have things their thankful for. I know...they're 3 and 4...they can't write really, maybe their name, if they're older, but yeah...lol BU ti thought about pictures and then I can label them with whatever they tell me it is, use magazine cut outs or something...I dunno...it's still a work in progress lol...but then put the leaves on the tree. But, I have NO CLUE how I'm gonna make a tree like that, so I dunno if that idea is gonna fly...but, it's cute so I really wanna make it work! lol The only thing I'm worried about is will I have holy terror kids lol But oh well lol
ANyway, I bought a big dry erace calander on Ebay for my room and got it over the weekend...it's cute. It's flowers and stuff...almost retro looking, I like it :P I also got my Margaret Cho stuff FINALLY like a week or 2 ago. The DVD of her movie and a tshirt. I thought one order dind't go through cuz I was pretty sure it told me it dind't cuz something wasn't working with the card I used(either credit or debit) so I reordered and used whichever card I dind't use the first time...but ph no...Both went through and I got 2 of each now! lol I'm probably gonna resell one set on Ebay...cuz the DVD is autographed by her so i should get a good price :P I dunno how much I'd get for the shirt lol ANd I got my lot of Playboy shit I got off Ebay as well. :P Clt will be jealous. There's 3 shirts...one of which I know I don't want so I might see if he does for Tatiana :P...it's a Girls Next Door tank with the Bunny logo. BUt there's pink Playboy ball cap hat which I'll give to him as well...it's Really cute but I don't wear hats like that, and he does sometimes for drag, and he will LOVE this hat. There were 2 skirts and 3 bags and 2 tshirts as well. One tshirt is white...so I almost hate it based solely on that, cuz my my weight gain(which, mark my word WILL be DOWN what I've gained and LESS by Halloween, I don't care what I have to do! lol) so it wasn't flattering at all...so I might see if COlt wants that one, too...I'm sure he'll take it...it's free Playboy lmao The other shirt is black and I like it. The only thing is everything is Large and the shirts are all pretty much too big on me, so losing more, they'll be really big lol ANd the skirts...one is knee length black satiny...with the biunny in rinestones on the botton, it's just a small logo. Though it's a large it's too small/tight. We'll see when I lose, cuz I like it...so I'll wait to offer it to Tatiana :P And other skirt is a white mini skirt and OMG it's SO FUCKING CUUUUUUTE!! I Looooooooooove it! Except...it's already too big, and with me chunk I'm not wearing a mini...so when I lose it'll be swimming on me lmao I'll HAVE to figure out how to take it in...it says Playboy on the but in silver and has rinestones on the back pockets, and OMG I love it! lol I wanna be Tatiana for Halloween...lmao...so(if I even do anything, and hopefully with Colt & co lol) I might wear that skirt and one of Colt's Tatiana tops, a wig and have him paint me up in drag makeup lol But who knows what Halloween will hold cuz they're in Cleveland.
I also wanna have my belly and possibly tat done by then, too...but I dunno...he's got a show in AKron on the 22nd, which will probably be the next tiem I se himunless something comes up before then, so I might see if he can take me again :P I found a sweet design I'd like for the tat which I was loking for preschool stuff (I was looking for butterfly heart Valentine's Day clipart) and I foudn this really cure rainbot butterfly with a hear in the middle, like for the body and the rainbow starts at the heart, red and orange and then go out from there, and there's also tribal stuff on all 4 sides...it's really cure but it would hurt like a bitch lol Maybe I can manage as long as I have Colt's hand to squeeze off in the process lol So yeah...Oct 22nd...must be down 15lbs or more!!...that'll take me to a little less then what I was when I somehow started gaining again. lol Needless to say, I'm never eating again lmao
ANyway...yeah, it's 11, I'm tired as all Hell cuz I only got about 4hrs of slee if that being in that house so I need to go to bed! lol
T.T.F.N. :-*
I *might* have gotten more accomplished if I hadn't gone home, because I woulda been able to spend more time on the internet(if it was working anyway lol) looking up stuff. But I went home cuz Jami & Alyssa were up cuz Jeff had stuff for work in Michigan, so she flew to MI with him then rented a car and drove down to grandma's, without Jeff lol, and I guess he flew back home on Friday. Jami's leaving Monday afternoon. So I went home to see Alyssa...and I suppose Jami lol I *coulda* went to October Fest in Cuyahoga Falls cuz Rob wanted me to go cuz last weekend when I went out with him his friends invited us. I guess I thought it woulda been Friday, cuz I dont remember her saying a day, just "next weekend"(plus I was relaly drunk so if she did I probably wouldn't remember anyway lol) but Thursday Rob asked if I still wanted to go and said it was Sat. From the time my mom came to get me Sat afternoon I was all, "I could be at Oct Fest tonight, but nooo" lol But I <3 Alyssa lol But then Saturday night there were 4 preschoolers, an infant, and a 9yr old who's the equivalant to the 4 preschoolers alone lol and it got INSANE and I tried to escape to the computer room, but periodically at least one kid was coming back to see what I was doing, then Alyssa came back and wanted to watch Dora stuff on the computer(cuz last time they were home in June I was playing Dora, Wiggles, & Backyardagins stuff with her online, and apparently she remembered that lol And then Jami's friend's daughter came back and then on an off any combination of the 4 girls and Derek were screwing around in the back bedroom and someone was getting hurt every 5min! I went back out in the living room and was like, "Remind me again why I dind't stay in Akron and go to Oct Fest?" lol ANd then Alyssa ran on and was obsessed with me for a bit again and I remembered lol I so frekaing ADORE that little girl! Damn them for living so far away!! >:o lol But, I tried to get some stuff done while at grandma's and at home. I got the majority of all my most important Spanish words copied in my notebook, and I got a lot of lesson plans started...then I ran out of sheets, so I'll have to run copies tomorrow or something...or go ask Rob to run me off some copies cuz I won't be able to leave my room...he'll go do it for me...lol...
I think I'm starting to be less superficial about it, we'll see lmao...I think that because he had Friday off and I dind't know that and I was waiting for him to come chat and nothing...I was kinda sad lol...and the maintance guy who was closing in his place was odd lol La'Shawna left a a quarter to 6 and I had her in the preschool room while I was rearranging some toys organization and stuff, and when I was signing La'Shawna out he came up and asked when I usually get out of their and I said 6 and he was like, "Well, I'll just lock up when you leave then" Well duh lol Except Rob locks it after the last kid leaves if he's up there(and he usually is lol) cuz it's locked from the outside, not in the inside, too lol So, I go back and cleanup the preschool room and I come back up the hall and this guy is standing at the top of the hallway, almost creepy-like lmao...and I was like,Um, ok, wtf lol And I left and he locked up and that was that...but geez! What if I'd have gone on the computer in the resource room like I was gonna...was he gonna stand up there for 20min or more, just like that, like a guard or something lol I was only gone for like 5min cleaning up before I left, but damn. And I thought about staying longer to do stuff with the classroom but eh...but what if I'd have done that as well? I imagine eventually he'd have come back like, "So, what are you doing?" I'd have been like, "You can lock it and I'll leave when I leave...Rob said I dind't have to be out by 6" lol And when I was leaving I asked if Rob was even there anywhere but he said he had the day off...I guess he did tell me he'd be out of town and to call if I wanted to go to Oct Fest so he knew if he had to come back to Akron early.
Anyway, so yeah...I'm gettin there on the lesson plans, letting my creativity flow as much as it can lol, but some of this stuff I'm just STUCK on...I'm trying real hard to be creative and I did come up with a lot of stuff on my own, but I had to go for internet assistance eventually...it's fun planning this stuff and I'm excited to do it, but it's also kinda HARD t be creative enough to do it...and to also do stuff I'm artisically inclined to do for some ideas I want to do...I had myself thinking earlier(cuz I spent a few hours online tonight when I got back to my apt gathering art ideas and other activities if I found any), "Ok, I need Dave to me in the picture again cuz he could seriously help me on the creation of the big things that I basically make and the kids contribute to, like he did when we worked at Magic's...he helped Char & I on cutting out shapes of a flower basket and pot of gold and stuff that the kids finger painted huge sheets of paper for lol Like I have this thing for Thanksgiving...A Thankful Tree or something and I basically have to make a HUGE tree to tape to the wall, and then take the big pieces of construction paper in fall colors and make leaves to have the kids have things their thankful for. I know...they're 3 and 4...they can't write really, maybe their name, if they're older, but yeah...lol BU ti thought about pictures and then I can label them with whatever they tell me it is, use magazine cut outs or something...I dunno...it's still a work in progress lol...but then put the leaves on the tree. But, I have NO CLUE how I'm gonna make a tree like that, so I dunno if that idea is gonna fly...but, it's cute so I really wanna make it work! lol The only thing I'm worried about is will I have holy terror kids lol But oh well lol
ANyway, I bought a big dry erace calander on Ebay for my room and got it over the weekend...it's cute. It's flowers and stuff...almost retro looking, I like it :P I also got my Margaret Cho stuff FINALLY like a week or 2 ago. The DVD of her movie and a tshirt. I thought one order dind't go through cuz I was pretty sure it told me it dind't cuz something wasn't working with the card I used(either credit or debit) so I reordered and used whichever card I dind't use the first time...but ph no...Both went through and I got 2 of each now! lol I'm probably gonna resell one set on Ebay...cuz the DVD is autographed by her so i should get a good price :P I dunno how much I'd get for the shirt lol ANd I got my lot of Playboy shit I got off Ebay as well. :P Clt will be jealous. There's 3 shirts...one of which I know I don't want so I might see if he does for Tatiana :P...it's a Girls Next Door tank with the Bunny logo. BUt there's pink Playboy ball cap hat which I'll give to him as well...it's Really cute but I don't wear hats like that, and he does sometimes for drag, and he will LOVE this hat. There were 2 skirts and 3 bags and 2 tshirts as well. One tshirt is white...so I almost hate it based solely on that, cuz my my weight gain(which, mark my word WILL be DOWN what I've gained and LESS by Halloween, I don't care what I have to do! lol) so it wasn't flattering at all...so I might see if COlt wants that one, too...I'm sure he'll take it...it's free Playboy lmao The other shirt is black and I like it. The only thing is everything is Large and the shirts are all pretty much too big on me, so losing more, they'll be really big lol ANd the skirts...one is knee length black satiny...with the biunny in rinestones on the botton, it's just a small logo. Though it's a large it's too small/tight. We'll see when I lose, cuz I like it...so I'll wait to offer it to Tatiana :P And other skirt is a white mini skirt and OMG it's SO FUCKING CUUUUUUTE!! I Looooooooooove it! Except...it's already too big, and with me chunk I'm not wearing a mini...so when I lose it'll be swimming on me lmao I'll HAVE to figure out how to take it in...it says Playboy on the but in silver and has rinestones on the back pockets, and OMG I love it! lol I wanna be Tatiana for Halloween...lmao...so(if I even do anything, and hopefully with Colt & co lol) I might wear that skirt and one of Colt's Tatiana tops, a wig and have him paint me up in drag makeup lol But who knows what Halloween will hold cuz they're in Cleveland.
I also wanna have my belly and possibly tat done by then, too...but I dunno...he's got a show in AKron on the 22nd, which will probably be the next tiem I se himunless something comes up before then, so I might see if he can take me again :P I found a sweet design I'd like for the tat which I was loking for preschool stuff (I was looking for butterfly heart Valentine's Day clipart) and I foudn this really cure rainbot butterfly with a hear in the middle, like for the body and the rainbow starts at the heart, red and orange and then go out from there, and there's also tribal stuff on all 4 sides...it's really cure but it would hurt like a bitch lol Maybe I can manage as long as I have Colt's hand to squeeze off in the process lol So yeah...Oct 22nd...must be down 15lbs or more!!...that'll take me to a little less then what I was when I somehow started gaining again. lol Needless to say, I'm never eating again lmao
ANyway...yeah, it's 11, I'm tired as all Hell cuz I only got about 4hrs of slee if that being in that house so I need to go to bed! lol
T.T.F.N. :-*