Title: Just keep pushing
Author: siriusvega
Pairing: Belldom
Rating: NC-17 (Just to be safe)
Summary: Sometimes it takes a little push to ignite confidence.
Disclaimer: I do not own Muse and if I did I wouldn't be here now.
Authors notes: As you read this, please bear in mind that although the events and characters are not true to life, the majority of the ( Read more... )

Hi, not quite sure how many people frequent my journal anymore, if you're reading this just comment or something and let me know.
My entire journal kind of ground to a halt with studying for my GCSE's and after my exams I couldn't stand the thought of writing. I got into college though and took 4 A levels. I started with Psychology, Law, English ( Read more... )

Title: 50 shades of snape
Pairing: Severus Snape and Bellatrix Lestrange
Rating: PG-13 (for now)
Part: 1
Author: Siriusvega
Disclaimer: This in no way can be related to the Harry Potter series by J.K. Rowling and this is purely fiction.
Authors notes: Dedicated to Aimee Pippa and Anthony after that conversation on Twitter ;)

Part one

Curse that stupid ( Read more... )

Title; I bleed for you.
Author; Siriusvega
Rating; pg-13
Warning; Self harm
Disclaimer; I do not own Muse unfortunately and the events portrayed are fictuous.
Authors notes; OMFG I WROTE A ONE SHOT. It's not pretty and fluffy but oh well.
Enjoy ^.^

Blood... So much blood.
I gaze down almost wonderously at my wrists. The once flawless porcelain skin now ( Read more... )

I can't physically hold this in anymore. Im sick of being unhappy. Im sick of not being who I once was. Im sick of not being able to be strong. Everyone says that Im really strong to be able to cope with what I have, but little do they know that its tearing me up inside. Therapy is making me worse. Im crying a lot more and Im getting ill. Im not ( Read more... )

A scream burst forth from bloody lips, an ear splitting sound that made the blood run cold whilst adrenaline spiked to an unbearable height. Who knew such a tiny figure was able to produce such a large sound? This. Is my subconsciousness. My every waking moment a nightmare built around a fear I can not control. It consumes me, confines me to a ( Read more... )

"Up. Get up." A steely voice snapped close to and I obediently opened my eyes. For a few moments my vision was blurry and I blinked several times to bring the room into focus. I looked at the all too familiar figure above me. "What the fuck are you doing in here?" I asked, my voice surprised. I then realized I had spoken aloud and clapped a hand ( Read more... )

When I opened my eyes, I was in darkness. My eyes were covered with a cool, dark cloth and my ankles and wrists were restrained. The familiarity of the cloth over my eyes caused a small whimper of terror to escape my lips and I tried unsuccessfully to tug my wrists free and flee. A small and all too familiar chuckle sounded above me and I froze, my ( Read more... )

Nine weeks I had been here, and I knew enough psychology to understand what was going on and to have analyzed the effects and purposes of my current treatment. The beatings. The manipulation of everything I said. The timings of meals. Everything. My captor was clearly attempting to break me. Make me question my own judgement on things... And it was ( Read more... )

Notes: READ AND REVIEW. New direction for me, um. Comments essential to continuation of this ( Read more... )