douse the lights...
okay well im kind of blah..yet happy..yet sad right now..and idk if i like it at all:(..haley basically just got done lecturing me when she has done the same thing and still does (even worse) that she was lecturing me for!..anyways..im happy because i stayed at melias last night..and of course that was amazing as usual..i love her with all my heart..i dont know what i would do without her...but im sad because i had to leave her..i hate that...
last night, haley and patrick texted me and after we texted back and forth for a while, they said something about melia being a cheating slut..and it PISSED ME OFF..im still pissed..and i want to yell at haley so bad right now, but im so scared she will do something dumb if i do..i dont know what to do because she knows she shouldnt have said it...and patrick knows how easily i get upset..he knew it would get to me..and it got to melia too..which pissed me off more than anything..she wants my friends to like her..and when they say stupid crap like that, it makes her feel like crap im guessing..i know thats how i would feel if maeg or addie said something that mean to melia about me..she didnt deserve that..and i think my friends are real jerks for fucking saying it..thanks guys..i mean i know you said sorry, but sometimes sorry isnt enough..youre not really sorry, youre just sorry that i got mad..you dont want me to be mad at you, so you say sorry..sorry doesnt cure anything..its not going to change what you said..melia says i should just not worry about it..but im going to..because it upset me as much as it did her..i want to scream right now!..but i do want to say to lizith..thank you for not getting involved..and i heart you..im glad you didnt give into pressure to bash her like those two did..
anyways..i got a new cell phone..i heart it alot..its so adorable:)..melia and maeg are coming to snowcoming on friday..that is gonna be awesome:)..i have to get their guest passes this week..or rather brandon and eric do..im on the phone with melia right now..she called me cuz i was upset..me and haley got in a fight about the whole situation...anyways..im gonna go..im pissed off..i hate stupid people..
much love♥
last night, haley and patrick texted me and after we texted back and forth for a while, they said something about melia being a cheating slut..and it PISSED ME OFF..im still pissed..and i want to yell at haley so bad right now, but im so scared she will do something dumb if i do..i dont know what to do because she knows she shouldnt have said it...and patrick knows how easily i get upset..he knew it would get to me..and it got to melia too..which pissed me off more than anything..she wants my friends to like her..and when they say stupid crap like that, it makes her feel like crap im guessing..i know thats how i would feel if maeg or addie said something that mean to melia about me..she didnt deserve that..and i think my friends are real jerks for fucking saying it..thanks guys..i mean i know you said sorry, but sometimes sorry isnt enough..youre not really sorry, youre just sorry that i got mad..you dont want me to be mad at you, so you say sorry..sorry doesnt cure anything..its not going to change what you said..melia says i should just not worry about it..but im going to..because it upset me as much as it did her..i want to scream right now!..but i do want to say to lizith..thank you for not getting involved..and i heart you..im glad you didnt give into pressure to bash her like those two did..
anyways..i got a new cell phone..i heart it alot..its so adorable:)..melia and maeg are coming to snowcoming on friday..that is gonna be awesome:)..i have to get their guest passes this week..or rather brandon and eric do..im on the phone with melia right now..she called me cuz i was upset..me and haley got in a fight about the whole situation...anyways..im gonna go..im pissed off..i hate stupid people..
much love♥