I guess I'll never be good enough.

well..im in painting right now..and im bored out of my mind because i finished my painting and liz isnt here for me to talk to..so..im on the computer "doing my powerpoint"..im already done..she just doesnt know that..anyways..um.oh yeah..we didnt have school on friday..wednesday night was bad..i want to forget that night forever..me and melia " ( Read more... )

what is jealousy? why am I always jealous? why do i get jealous over stupid things that PROBABLY mean nothing? BECAUSE IM DUMB..i let jealousy get in the way of happiness.. im so confused right now..i can't think straight..im screwed up and i dont know what to do..i hate being jealous..i hate that even if i dont have a reason to be jealous right ( Read more... )

what is jealousy? why am I always jealous? why do i get jealous over stupid things that PROBABLY mean nothing? BECAUSE IM DUMB..i let jealousy get in the way of happiness ( Read more... )

( another survey..im a survey whore..yesssss! )

( survey )

so...i hate life..i dont understand it..this is me ranting..ignore most of what i say..it will probably come off really bitchy sounding..im not gonna get into it..i'll just say that my mom now knows about me and melia..and idk..thats a bit weird..my family is treating me a lot differently now..they arnt treating me like dirt like they usually do... ( Read more... )

i'm at melias..i woke her up last night after i started crying and asked her to talk to me..and of course she made me feel better..anyways..im gonna go lay down..much love♥

im crying..simple as that..im crying..and i dont know why..i just burst out in tears..melia and maeg are sleeping..and im crying..or actually melia is "thinking" but she likes to have her eyes closed(she's sleeping)..i dont know what is wrong with me..i hate this..all for now..i cant stop:'(...and im freezing...♥ much love

well..i was feeling kind of blah this morning, so i wrote a poem thingy in math class..it sucks..but it made me feel better..so here it is ( Read more... )