This week has been weird. I learned a lot about myself actually. I learned that by avoiding conflict i see coming my way and by trying to think there is not a problem, you often smash into a huge gigantic monster ass problem. But in the end i did the right thing, and even though it hurts and even though things didn't work out in my favor, I ( Read more... )

Is it strange that when i picture taking the SAT tomorrow I don't picture coming out alive. I'm seriously not sure i will make it. If i don't just know i love you all. urgh.

Breaks are nice i guess? I feel a lot better right now. thank you for everyone that has supported me, it means the world to know there are people who care. oh and im senior class secretary :-). <3 Ash

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i was driving down thousand oaks blvd and someone hit a tree which in turn smashed my car. WTF.

(thud)
Me: grandma what was that noise?
Grandma: The Turkey fell on the floor, but its okay, its still edible.
(an hour later)
Me: Grandma it smells like somethings burning
Grandma: Oh no! The Stuffing! (a few muinets later) Its okay it just looks really burnt but it still tastes good.

Oh thanksgiving!

So today i went to an orientation for a hospital volenteer program I am starting soon. I think that only really old people like to volunteer at the hospital because i felt extremily out of place with the crowd of 60 year old volunteers ( Read more... )

I decided that life will be better now that it is the weekend. I know that everything i have learned from Emerson has told me not to live for tomorrow but this week the only think that has kept me sane is knowing i have an exciting weekend ahead ( Read more... )

I am awfully confused right now. I feel like I lost my best friend and everything is in a daze. I'm real great at single handedly fucking up my own life.

hey! So most of your probably thought my journal was dead (which it sorta is) but i suddenly felt like writing in it again. I'm not going to try to catch everyone up on the crazy happenings of my life because most of you probably dont care and those who do already know. I've been really busy with the sound of music lately. It opened last ( Read more... )