Wow
I can honestly say that I love my like, And I started off my new year in a wonderful way. Sober.
I went to Kalamazoo and hung out with some pretty amazing people. Honestly, Devin is the sweetest guy. I have never met someone who was so hard working but so full of life all in the same aspect. Since he has came into my life, I have the whole new positive out look on life. He is a real gentleman. And he makes me want to be a better person. I love it.
As for New Year's resolutions, I am taking a vow of celibacy. I have been through so much and I don't want to put myself through that path again. Sex is such a powerful and controlling thing. There is just way too much that comes with it, and I've come to realize that it isn't even worth it. I want to hold out till it really means something. Not because it is the only way I can show intimacy with someone. I've made a lot of mistakes, but we all deserve second chances at life. And I think I have finally found mine. I have so many amazing people in my life that I can do anything in this world if I want. I have the greatest support system and no drama. I live in an amazing city full of opportunities and a job where I meet some very interesting people. I wouldn't change things for the world, even with all the negative things that have happened. I thank God every day for the hand he has given me. I thank him for letting me find myself once again.
I went to Kalamazoo and hung out with some pretty amazing people. Honestly, Devin is the sweetest guy. I have never met someone who was so hard working but so full of life all in the same aspect. Since he has came into my life, I have the whole new positive out look on life. He is a real gentleman. And he makes me want to be a better person. I love it.
As for New Year's resolutions, I am taking a vow of celibacy. I have been through so much and I don't want to put myself through that path again. Sex is such a powerful and controlling thing. There is just way too much that comes with it, and I've come to realize that it isn't even worth it. I want to hold out till it really means something. Not because it is the only way I can show intimacy with someone. I've made a lot of mistakes, but we all deserve second chances at life. And I think I have finally found mine. I have so many amazing people in my life that I can do anything in this world if I want. I have the greatest support system and no drama. I live in an amazing city full of opportunities and a job where I meet some very interesting people. I wouldn't change things for the world, even with all the negative things that have happened. I thank God every day for the hand he has given me. I thank him for letting me find myself once again.