i realized that there is this one pigeon who is always hanging out on my balcony. today i realized that is because it has a nest, and that nest has eggs in it. i want to see fluffy baby birds and then i want them gone.

also, i hate ticketmaster. so hard.

today is the one week anniversary of my unemployment. i hope there are many more to come. or as many more than can support me until i am bankrupt. for now, i am coming to ottawa to extend my period of not looking for jobs. and see my momma. but first, i need to buy baby food for my mice.

in the past two weeks i have: made a pug dog candle with dan, finished exams (C is for credit), saw myself on the big screen (for the first and last time), and got sick for the first time in a year. i'm investigating plane ticket prices to switzerland for june. summer school starts in 2 months and i'm moderatly excited, how enthusiastic can you get ( Read more... )

these things are good ( Read more... )

reasons not to live at fountainhead ( Read more... )

since new year's and possibly before i managed to almost completely vanish. i don't know why i was hiding from my answering machine, or what it accomplished, but i think i'm getting over that phase. school is no longer the cause of anxiety attack, money has taken it's place. not so much lack thereof, but no way to obtain/use it. my bank lost my ( Read more... )

on the way home from work i came across a small patch of wet cement solidifying in the snow. i smeared my initials with my finger and it made me feel better. it was my first wet cement experience and i couldn't resist. nicole coerced me into smoking in the all the buildings possible on the way home, that felt great too. the two things i've been ( Read more... )

there's a crack in the middle of my bottom lip that is bleeding from smiling too much. beeswax seems to be the only cure for this disease. i'm smoking too much and reading too little. it doesn't matter, the horrors of essays will soon be over. it's fall and windy which makes it hard to bike, but also fun to snuggle ( Read more... )

this weekend started slow and rainy and an hour late for the bus. it was surprisingly nice to be home for the first time in a while, though maybe too eventful. i spent the whole time with my family and my empty nest ridden mother. we went apple and pinecone picking and shopping in the afternoon and made apple sauce in the evening ( Read more... )

about 2 weeks into living at fountainhead and there was a fire. apparently. 3 weeks into second cup there's a fire during closing. last week i had a bike/car collision. last night i burnt my grilled cheese beyond edibility. this morning i ran into a tree. i am the worst luck lately, this must change. good thing for cocorosie, who makes me happy ( Read more... )