I don't remember exactly what I have or haven't said on this blog, so I'll start from the beginning ( Read more... )

[Insert whining]

I can't seem to get into a better/more optimistic mood for a couple of days now. I think I've been frustrated since Monday night, and can't seem to shake the feeling. I'm okay for a while, and then *snap* back to annoyed and ranting about everything.

I should definitely go swimming tomorrow. -.-

No, seriously, what the fuck.

I know this is at least partially due to having a busy/non-routine weekend and crappy weather today, but come on. I had to talk myself into going to one of my classes today. Partially because I *couldn't* talk myself into doing other homework last night when my plans to work on a project failed because the equipment I ( Read more... )

I've been a little to a lot on edge lately. Worried about having a job for the summer, worried about having a job on campus next year, worried about applying for health insurance, worried about the five billion deadlines I have coming up (at least one a week! isn't it great ( Read more... )

[Family stuff; feel free to skip if you don't feel like wading through emotional turmoil.]

I spent most of my day at my mother's house. We ran a few errands, had dinner together, she cut my hair.

About the time I was thinking about leaving, my brother showed up. We mostly ignored each other, and didn't directly talk to one another.

And then I told my ( Read more... )

Because why else would we not be allowed to speak in a Congressional hearing about contraception? Apparently men are the greater authority on what we stupid women do with our own bodies. Clearly. And freedom of religion is all about having men unilaterally decide to impose forced-pregnancy restrictions on women and transmen, right?

I'm so fucking ( Read more... )

[Added after writing the post: TW major family issues and triggery things for trust violation and a lot of -isms]

I think I'm in the still-calm-but-avoiding-things stage of Zomg I have things to do like REALLY SOON that I wish I didn't have to do all by myself.

Spent the weekend not working on the programs I need to do for my job, and not doing ( Read more... )

Sinus headaches are bad enough. Sinus infections, if anything, are worse.

( Details of my day's suffering, for the curious... )

There is a certain group of seniors in my school who need to grow up. There should not be threats going on because of f---ing parking spaces. I'm sorry, but there shouldn't. You don't need to be childish and physically block us from parking my car in the spot that the administration says I'm supposed to park in when mine is covered in a huge pile ( Read more... )

I've had several people tell me recently that, "you're lucky. You have a free ride." I waved it off at the time, but I have to wonder: do I really?

I have a $48,000 (and some-odd) dollar scholarship for each of the four years it should take me to graduate from Wesleyan University. Sure, I don't have to worry to much about money.

But let's look at ( Read more... )