Feelin' Better
Guys and Gals, Dudes and Chicks~
Things are better. Tho I still feel like shit for the things I have done. I hate hurting the guys I love, Jake especailly. And things last night were just bad. First seeing Jake and seeing how he was, then shit with Joey. It was just too much. But I went to Jake's today and we talked things out on the way to my house. I'm glad he was able to take me back after what I put him through. He's my Mr.Wonderful, that's for sure. But I'm willing to admitt my mistakes, and while thurday was one, I at least think it was able to bring us closer b/c he knows where I stand on things. So yeah its been a good day: Jake, work whcih ended with me sitting at the bar the last hour watching the grammies and smoking, plus an already super-slow night and calling Jake from there just to hear his voice, then drove home is the gorgeous rain screaming my lungs horse to a cd I hadnt listened to in ages. I cant wait till tomarrow, I get to see Jake again even if he wont tell me when or what the plans are. yup he's a sneaky little butthead, but I love him to death. Well I'm going to bed. Happy Valentine's Day all. Laters Loves! ~Cass
Things are better. Tho I still feel like shit for the things I have done. I hate hurting the guys I love, Jake especailly. And things last night were just bad. First seeing Jake and seeing how he was, then shit with Joey. It was just too much. But I went to Jake's today and we talked things out on the way to my house. I'm glad he was able to take me back after what I put him through. He's my Mr.Wonderful, that's for sure. But I'm willing to admitt my mistakes, and while thurday was one, I at least think it was able to bring us closer b/c he knows where I stand on things. So yeah its been a good day: Jake, work whcih ended with me sitting at the bar the last hour watching the grammies and smoking, plus an already super-slow night and calling Jake from there just to hear his voice, then drove home is the gorgeous rain screaming my lungs horse to a cd I hadnt listened to in ages. I cant wait till tomarrow, I get to see Jake again even if he wont tell me when or what the plans are. yup he's a sneaky little butthead, but I love him to death. Well I'm going to bed. Happy Valentine's Day all. Laters Loves! ~Cass