Oct 06, 2010 22:44
My life takes a backseat to my binging and purging.
I've been the kind of person who's too scared to do things that i NEED to do, and am all too willing to do things that aren't important at all.
I wish i wasn't like this.
I wish i didn't feel so lonely.
I don't even know what to say really.
I take things out on my body. Starve, binge+purge.
I feel like i don't know myself at all.
I want to save the world. But no one will save me first.