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Lately I feel lonely and it's more than even that..I'm really letting the loneliness get to me. Everything I do feels pointless or not good enough. everyone around me is starting a life with someone else. I'm single and my best friend went overseas recently, so I pretty much have no boy and only a few friends left, who i have been brushing off a lot lately because I'm just not in the mood to hang out.
I still have my eating disorder though, which SUCKS.
I'm so scared that I will never get a happy ending. I'll be so shattered if that;s the case, because I've always been such a dreamer.
also, I can never really talk about the main things that are on my mind because they seems so silly or embarrassing or i just KNOW no one will get it.
I'm in a major rut and I guess i just wish something major and wonderful would happen to me so that I can at least be happy about SOMETHING.
I still have my eating disorder though, which SUCKS.
I'm so scared that I will never get a happy ending. I'll be so shattered if that;s the case, because I've always been such a dreamer.
also, I can never really talk about the main things that are on my mind because they seems so silly or embarrassing or i just KNOW no one will get it.
I'm in a major rut and I guess i just wish something major and wonderful would happen to me so that I can at least be happy about SOMETHING.