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my best friend went overseas the other day.
The initial plan was a 6 month trip to finish of her uni. She's now decided she's staying there. I'm gutted. I already miss her so much. And her boyfriend is here and he's falling to pieces and i don't know how to make it better for him. If i feel this lost, i cant imagine how awful he must be feeling.
Life is just..not so good right now.
I'm being lazy with uni. eating disorder is in a boring place where it's been worse but has also been better. heading towards restriction mode because i feel really insecure and i just lost my best friend and it's all such a big shock and why oh why can't i save the world?
:(
The initial plan was a 6 month trip to finish of her uni. She's now decided she's staying there. I'm gutted. I already miss her so much. And her boyfriend is here and he's falling to pieces and i don't know how to make it better for him. If i feel this lost, i cant imagine how awful he must be feeling.
Life is just..not so good right now.
I'm being lazy with uni. eating disorder is in a boring place where it's been worse but has also been better. heading towards restriction mode because i feel really insecure and i just lost my best friend and it's all such a big shock and why oh why can't i save the world?
:(