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I'm really bad at prioritising.
I can't seem to do it right-ever.
I haven't been binging or purging lately, which is good. I'm going to be taking ritalin though for the next week or so, so i can study for exams.
I'm stressed about one of my exams in particular because I cannot be bothered preparing and this is one that definately needs to be prepared for. I guess that's where the ritalin comes in, so hopefully all goes well.
My last exam is on the 12th, so i'm at that rut where it's not too far into the distance, but nowhere near close enough either.
Such is life.
I'm particularly stressed because i'll be 21 in a few months, and i expected to have accomplished a lot more by now. I expected to be in a committed relationship (ideally, engaged), and to be a lot more accomplished in life. I expected to be surrounded by friends and know my place in the world. I know logically that I'm still young, but i feel like there's a deficit of soomething really important.
I might only be thinking about this stuff because it's exam time and I'm using it as an excuse to procrastinate..but still, they are valid concerns. My life just doesn't feel normal. I feel like there's a whole heap on untouched potential inside me that has been begging to be used.
Anyway, i guess that's all for now, i should sleep so i can begin a study marathon tomorrow *sigh*.
I can't seem to do it right-ever.
I haven't been binging or purging lately, which is good. I'm going to be taking ritalin though for the next week or so, so i can study for exams.
I'm stressed about one of my exams in particular because I cannot be bothered preparing and this is one that definately needs to be prepared for. I guess that's where the ritalin comes in, so hopefully all goes well.
My last exam is on the 12th, so i'm at that rut where it's not too far into the distance, but nowhere near close enough either.
Such is life.
I'm particularly stressed because i'll be 21 in a few months, and i expected to have accomplished a lot more by now. I expected to be in a committed relationship (ideally, engaged), and to be a lot more accomplished in life. I expected to be surrounded by friends and know my place in the world. I know logically that I'm still young, but i feel like there's a deficit of soomething really important.
I might only be thinking about this stuff because it's exam time and I'm using it as an excuse to procrastinate..but still, they are valid concerns. My life just doesn't feel normal. I feel like there's a whole heap on untouched potential inside me that has been begging to be used.
Anyway, i guess that's all for now, i should sleep so i can begin a study marathon tomorrow *sigh*.