Here We Stand, Or Here We Fall, History Won't Care At All.
Emotions overwhelming, my head hurts from thinking too much, it's all the university questions, 'Have you got any letter?', 'Where are you going to study?' that everyone is asking that is getting to me. Oh right, there is also that fact that i have yet to receive any letters at all. Background information, i went for a Social Sciences interview at SMU last month, NTU Sociology written test last friday and NUS Faculty of Arts and Social Sciences interview just two days ago. The written test reminded me of an application question for general paper in junior college and the two interviews were both pretty tough, they asked so many questions which caught me off guard, i don't know if i sit the right way, lady-like or unglamorous, whether my answers were too short or too long, or whether i was engaging or just plain boring, all these just keep bugging me, and will continue to do so till i get a letter. I don't know if my decision to put all Business or Social Sciences, or just anything not involving Engineering was a bad idea, but like what everyone says, Engineering is just not an 'Ansley thing'. I met up with three of the class girls yesterday, Ally, Ruth & Sharon, stupid Danny has decided to abandon me even though she called me the day before, saying she'll turn up if i'm going. Ah well, danny oh danny. Haha. Ally got an offer by NIE and some language course, the other two got engineering courses too. Hmmmm, NIE, teaching career, imagine me as a teacher. I think i'll just let all the kids climb over me. No future in that, besides, i don't want to teach, i still have that vision of myself being a wedding planner in the future. Sighs, all those conversations revolving around universities are annoying the shit out of me.
Come on universities, send me acceptance letters! Then again, most importantly, Singapore Management University, send me a letter soon.
The last week and last few days have been pretty good, places i went were, Temasek Polytechnic (Clover Manifest's jamming.), Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe (Once with my mama, grandma and brother and another time with Hanwei), Far East (I got new aviators again! At least they fit my face better.), Pennisula Shopping Centre, Raffles City, Cineleisure (Harold and Kumar was damn obscene, it's just shocking but at the same time, there were lines that really cause you to burst out laughing like a retard, just like that malay dude sitting at the corner in the cinema, his laughter was loud, clear and rang throughout the back of the cinema.), Sentosa (Finally met up with Ernest, Jiawei and Gar Meng. Awesome!), Cafe Cartel & Aranda Country Club (Mom and i have taken a liking to going for a steam bath and a swim.). I remembered doing overtime on tuesday with Sathya, Val and Wei Leong. It really is so much fun when we're all alone in the office, blasting music, doing mindless jobs like folding letters and slotting them into envelopes, singing out loud and talking nonsense. I actually felt relaxed then, if only work was like that more often. Ahh, i just hate this mundane counter job. At least there's friday's trip down to The Arena to support Axecalibur and hopefully get some drinks, to look forward to. And, I think i'll get to catch up with Joshua this Sunday too and of course, there's SAJC Band's Musical on Sunday! I have set my mind on baking yummy and hopefully not burnt brownies for them. I do hope i have time this weekend. Oh, and most thrilling of all, my parents, Val & i are going Bangkok on the 11th of june! Wooohoooooo! This is when i go mad shopping and eating, now both Val & i spend our breaks talking and planning our activities there, i even drafted my shopping list, and we planned what were the must-eats. The Bangkok trip is so psych-worthy!
I have been getting so many good surprises i just had to pull one off last night. Hahaha, hope he like it and i love the Queen shirt, red picks and heart necklace. They are awesome stuffs! Oh and for the numerous goodies you bring every time you pop by my work place, the red notebook and Mig Ayesa's album (Even though it was a bit of a letdown, it was still sweet.) & most of all, the letter.
They mean a hell lot to me, thank you Hanwei.
This is the matured (Wei Siew, i insist it's matured, not old!) photo of me at Cafe Cartel that he took. You really need to get a new phone cause the resolutions for your camera is awful plus there's the special folder in your phone that gives everyone the creeps. HAHAHAHAHAHA! But of course it's good entertainment.
And something pretty retarded but creative, done by Sathya and Andrew, we present, Iron Bear. HAHAHAHA!
Fuck, there's an Ansley Woo in Republic Poly and he's a guy.
And it's unbelievable how childish and fucked up people can get, you really need a reality check.