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I've sure been reclusive for the past month...
Not much has changed in where my head is at with this whole divorce between my parents thing. Just more of the same drudgery. Bah. I think what bugs me the most is the fact that my childhood home in Key Largo has a chance of being sold and with that my mom might have to move. I doubt my dad will care about that since his paranoia kept him believing that my mother was cheating on him on several occasions during their relationship - which is totally unfounded. My mother is an honorable person and would never do such a thing. But I digress, I have to say that I do want that house for personal reasons for later in my life and for my mother to have a place to sleep in her favorite part of the country.
Things with me are just stagnant right now - hopefully I'll be able to see Jenn this holiday season... that would be the best birthday/xmas present since... well... ever. I haven't been actively job hunting like I know I should right now because I'm afraid of what the divorce will do to me... especially if that house has to be sold to split the profits. Bastard judicial system. Anyway, I've been keeping my mind off things the best way I know how and that's playing games... at least now I know in the past videogames were never an addiction - just merely a way to ignore what is going on and deal with the stress by not becoming hysterical. It's like Lewis Black said, "I'm not religious but I do believe it is important for a man to have a ritual". Well currently my ritual is a small little corner of WoW that and talking with Jenn. These will change in the coming months but for right now I think what I'm doing, although impractical, is the safest thing to do.
Not much has changed in where my head is at with this whole divorce between my parents thing. Just more of the same drudgery. Bah. I think what bugs me the most is the fact that my childhood home in Key Largo has a chance of being sold and with that my mom might have to move. I doubt my dad will care about that since his paranoia kept him believing that my mother was cheating on him on several occasions during their relationship - which is totally unfounded. My mother is an honorable person and would never do such a thing. But I digress, I have to say that I do want that house for personal reasons for later in my life and for my mother to have a place to sleep in her favorite part of the country.
Things with me are just stagnant right now - hopefully I'll be able to see Jenn this holiday season... that would be the best birthday/xmas present since... well... ever. I haven't been actively job hunting like I know I should right now because I'm afraid of what the divorce will do to me... especially if that house has to be sold to split the profits. Bastard judicial system. Anyway, I've been keeping my mind off things the best way I know how and that's playing games... at least now I know in the past videogames were never an addiction - just merely a way to ignore what is going on and deal with the stress by not becoming hysterical. It's like Lewis Black said, "I'm not religious but I do believe it is important for a man to have a ritual". Well currently my ritual is a small little corner of WoW that and talking with Jenn. These will change in the coming months but for right now I think what I'm doing, although impractical, is the safest thing to do.