oh
how i hate relationships.
well at least the beginning parts anyway.
he seems to be on the same wavelength as me but i just don't know.i can't decide whether i want it or not. its ridiculous but i dont even think i do! which is silly. because i want something. i just don't know what. i have made excuses for myself. im pretty sure he thinks im an insecure weirdo anyway. but i dont mind him thinking that. i also can't decide if he's nice or not. some of the things he says, i am surprised at. not in a good way. but then he says something else and i realise he is like me. oh im confused and i feel im leading him on and oh i wish someone understood this. other than him.
on a more positive note i have lots of shiny new items. i bought a gorgeous worn leather small satchel thing the other day, officially the nicest bag i have ever owned.
