I want to die ( Read more... )

still depressed. i feel like crying constantly, but i have nothing to cry about. i just feel so damn sad and lonely and empty. i want someone to put their arms around me and tell me i'm worth something. i want my hair to grow back from where i've pulled it out ( Read more... )

It's amazing how your entire day can go to shit in the span of five minutes. I am in such a supremely foul mood that I don't even feel like explaining what happened. Actually, I'm not really angry. I'm just moody.  I'm telling myself "I told you so" and that is never a very pleasant experience. I'm laughing at myself for getting my hopes up. I ( Read more... )

I worry about the dumbest things. My life's not going to end if some guy doesn't like me. I need to concentrate on important things, like my grades and how they suck and how if I don't improve them I will lose my tuition waiver ( Read more... )

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Day 2 of Year 2 in Ohio's finest Baptist Boot Camp ( Read more... )

So, three more days until I go back to college. Summer flew by, and not in a good way. Cedarville's under a fracking heat advisory. It's like 105 F there right now, which makes for shitty moving-in conditions. I have my own room, although my RA seems like a total loss. We'll see. Maybe she's not as silly as she seems ( Read more... )