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its times like this when i realize how stupid and naive i am.
I accuse others of being the same, but its because im too blind to recodnize it in myself.
I see it now. And i hate it. Because i realize i have nothing to really be here for. And right now when im down and sad, i find that i have no friends i can really truely feel comfortable with calling. They all have their own issues and i dont want to weight them down with mine.
i just want to curl up and never see sunlight again right now. what is wrong with me?
I accuse others of being the same, but its because im too blind to recodnize it in myself.
I see it now. And i hate it. Because i realize i have nothing to really be here for. And right now when im down and sad, i find that i have no friends i can really truely feel comfortable with calling. They all have their own issues and i dont want to weight them down with mine.
i just want to curl up and never see sunlight again right now. what is wrong with me?