Sep 09, 2004 15:09
I dont know why I have been such a fucking bitch lately. I feel like i've compleatly snapped. I dont know what happened but I wish i could place where this mood is coming from so I could ease up on the tension.
Today I almost fuckin killed the lady in the office. All i was trying to do was give blood. And i couldnt cuz I had my ID/permit stolen. So i had no picture ID. She was gettin this attitude problem with me. Bitch!!!
And now we have this other hurricane coming. I keep thinking to myself.. If I were to fuckin die from this shit, what would i have to show for the past couple weeks? Absolutly nothing. I havent done anything special, I havent had a really good time in way too long. I mean lifes been alright. But its the SAME AS ALWAYS. Im getting so annoyed with this. Im 17, and my life feels the same as it did when i was 15. Thats not normal.
im gonna go..