Life..same as always?

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I know i havent written in here in forever. I guess I get caught up in things and forget about livejournal. Funny. I was talking to Jackie yesterday. She's one of those friends who have somehow faded away as far as my world goes. But I still call when I can. And we were talking, and she said "so it sounds like your life is the same as always.".. Is it? I guess.. maybe it is. Same people, just closer bonds. I mean, Jenn and Garrett are my absolute lifelines. And Sara and I are the same as we always have been. Call, hang out, call, hang out. lol. Im still despiratly running from the fact that my mother is everything but what her title implies. I'll be fighting the concept of moving to NC until the day I actually do it. I know I talk about it like im not going to leave. But I have to. I have to have that security and sense of family that I have when im there. I mean, I was there for less than a full week and Im already missing Rhinda and Patrick. I swear, any of you all who are gonna be living on your own soon, Move to NC! lol I wish. God everyones grown up.. Remember when we were all like.. 15? Shit was so much easier. At least it was for me...

Oh well. Anyway, I'm feeling in a photo-manip..ish mood. Gonna go do that