Sometimes I remember that I have an ex that is famous, my peers are already graduating/transferring schools, and that my two best friends have enough money to go to Disneyland and even offered to cover me but I declined because I know I'm going to blow tons of money there and feel like crap at work the next day ( Read more... )

Sooo ironically even though I was bent on spending my New Years Eve NOT drinking and feeling awkward and upset... I ended up drinking and feeling awkward and upset. Except I was eating and drinking at Gyukaku with ningen_demonai and a bunch of her friends that are super rad after watching Sherlock Holmes, rather than drinking with Andres' friends and getting ( Read more... )

So I apologise in advance for the fact that this is seriously self-deprecating, because this is how I've felt all of last night that I was struggling to sleep.

( regrets )

Sigh ( Read more... )

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I don't really want to talk about yesterday because it was one of my rougher days ( Read more... )

Evidently I keep forgetting the shit I need to do, ugh.

To do list:-Make a weekly schedule for myself ( Read more... )

To do list:
Tonight
-Study for Anthro
--Read chapters 8, 9, 11, take notes
--Read Annual Edition articles 18, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 32
-Study for Biopsych
--Study sections 13.1, 14.1, 15.1, 15.2
-Sleep at around 11 or 12-ish

Monday-Wake up at 5:30 or so ( Read more... )

In the past, I've been a selfish, moody, manipulative, apathetic, awkward, confused, misfit and overall angry little girl who can't help but take her frustrations out on the world around her and herself ( Read more... )

To do list
-Study for sociolinguistics quiz Tuesday 5/3
--Recopy notes into linguistics notebook
-Try to work on 902 curriculum and turn it in by Tuesday
-Work on minute book for Rainbow
-Anthropology test (tenative date) Wednesday 5/11
-Tok pisin paper due Thursday 5/19
--Read library books and renew them

( word vomit )