Nov 26, 2004 17:13
I'm in one of those moods where the slightest of things can piss me off right now. I was trying to sleep because I was exhausted from yesterday(explain about that later). Every 15 minutes or so the phone would ring. Eh, why does it seem to ring the most when I am trying to rest?! I'm a really light sleeper so anything can wake me up. Didn't want to cut the ringer off because I was expecting an important phone call, by the way they never called. I wake up because its obvious that I'm not getting anywhere and so the calls stop all at once and I end up on LJ complaining about it. Real Strange I think.
Hmm, yesterday if someone was to ask me if I was still dieting. I would say what diet do you speak of? The only thing that came to mind was the delightful smells coming from our kitchen at 5am in the morning. Yesterday, was my day to pig out so I thought, surprisingly I did not! I visited 2 houses and only ate 1 full plate from the first house and 2 slices of wonderful cheesecake at the 2nd one! I was getting question left and right at both houses...like Aren't you still hungry? Are you going to fix you another plate? Lol, Are you SURE you're all right? I don't know but even simple question as these made it clear to me that I am actually doing this. Me, the one who every year around this time would get 3 to 4 plates of food actually saying No, I'm fine, I'm just not hungry. Lol I think that was a shock to them.
1st house(my grandma on my mom's side) Every year something goes wrong with this side of the family. It never fails. It all boils down to the game we play every holiday season, "Don't Piss that Grandma off". If you don't agree with something she says most likely all hell WILL break lose. I don't care how dis-functional my mom's side of the family gets lol, these are the people I know to heart, grew up with and love so I guess that overcomes all the craziness there maybe.
2nd house(my aunt's on my dad's side) They are some very kind-hearted people that I care for and love but, I feel so alone when I go over. Everyone is so so close to each other. My dad moved to the town where my mom was raised at before I was boring. We live like 30 minutes away from his side of the family. A visit every now and then but that was all. I really don't know them all that well like I do my other family and it hurts. The fact that my mom and dad are officially divorced Monday doesn't help much either. It gets to the point where I just don't want to go down there at all. Gran(my grandma) and a few others are the only reasons I still visit. I would really like to get closer to them a lot more. Hopefully this will happen someday.
Over all, I still had a very nice time at both families houses. Despite, some events that occurred it was one hell of a good time I got to spend with them all, which I am thankful for.
EDIT: The person who keeps calling here and not saying anything is really making me angry right about now. I wished I had caller ID. People need to stop playing all the damn time!