Guilty...

[sigh_feelings]

Ive been feeling guilty everytime I eat lately. I think Im being a little too self conscious about the way I look

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[darlok_blade]

funny how that works... I'm learning a lot about self-esteem in university, since I pretty much have a minor in Psychology now

[sigh_feelings]

Hey darling, thanks for your input. Whats so frustrating is I know all of this! I know Im just being psycho and lame, and that is what is so irritating about it all. I know a source of my low self esteem comes from me losing my hair. Its gotten REALLY bad over the last couple of months.

I never have a problem with people. Im always happy and upbeat regardless of my own problems. I think maybe, I never hang out with girls anymore. I am always around a bunch of guys who wouldnt even dare show that I am attractive because they respect my boyfriend. I just dont feel attractive. And then my bf makes little commenst as a joke but I guess it gets to me sometimes. Sigh.