Guilty...
Ive been feeling guilty everytime I eat lately. I think Im being a little too self conscious about the way I look.
Im never really satisfied with myself. Even if I eat small, healthy meals I feel like Ive eaten too much. And then when I only eat a little, Im still hungry. And I refuse to starve myself. I think this might be becoming a problem. Maybe I should tell Graham.
My self esteem sucks when it comes to appearance. I dont get it. I can be so confident and have such high self value when it comes to how I am treated, etc. But my image...it just fucks with my head.
Im never really satisfied with myself. Even if I eat small, healthy meals I feel like Ive eaten too much. And then when I only eat a little, Im still hungry. And I refuse to starve myself. I think this might be becoming a problem. Maybe I should tell Graham.
My self esteem sucks when it comes to appearance. I dont get it. I can be so confident and have such high self value when it comes to how I am treated, etc. But my image...it just fucks with my head.