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i feel like i'm in a room. an empty room. and i start walking, but then i hit the wall, turn around, and walk into another wall. and i'm not actually getting anywhere.
well, it makes sense to me...
i've been feeling really antisocial lately. its like, i dont want to talk to anyone, see anyone, nothing. i just wanna hide in my bed.
school is scaring me. i'm afraid i'm going to fail my classes, and then i'll end up dropping out, cuz thats what i do when i fail, i just quit. but i cant quit school. i'm so close to transferring, i can taste it. i just gotta quit being so damn lazy and actually study.
i've been feeling really impatient, and annoyed lately too. i dont know what my problem is. actually, lately, i find myself saying over and over "whats wrong with me?" or "i think i have a problem." i say them outloud, and sometimes i dont even realize i'm saying it.
i think i'm losing my mind.
well, it makes sense to me...
i've been feeling really antisocial lately. its like, i dont want to talk to anyone, see anyone, nothing. i just wanna hide in my bed.
school is scaring me. i'm afraid i'm going to fail my classes, and then i'll end up dropping out, cuz thats what i do when i fail, i just quit. but i cant quit school. i'm so close to transferring, i can taste it. i just gotta quit being so damn lazy and actually study.
i've been feeling really impatient, and annoyed lately too. i dont know what my problem is. actually, lately, i find myself saying over and over "whats wrong with me?" or "i think i have a problem." i say them outloud, and sometimes i dont even realize i'm saying it.
i think i'm losing my mind.