Ok, everyone, I'm deleting this journal; IM or E-mail me to get my new journal ID. I'm just tired of people judging me based on a journal (you know, those things where you EXPRESS FEELINGS, DESCRIBE EMOTIONS, AND RANT AND RAVE ABOUT SHIT) so I have to make a new one. I mean, at least the journal will listen to what I have to say, and not ignore me ( Read more... )

Had problems at home, didn't go to school... Have fun skiing Kennon.. http://rapidshare.de/files-en/455802/Dillinger_Escape_Plan_-_43__Burnt.mp3.html
Good song...
Yeah, watch "Smack My Bitch Up" by Prodigy, best music video ever.

Ich glaube an Liebe an zuerst Sehvermögen. ..You weiß, wenn Sie jemanden sehen, und Ihr Herz scheint, aufzuhalten, Sie, nervös zu werden, und Ihre Kniee geben aus, Ihre Kopfeile mit Gedanken, Ihre Handflächen und die Spitze von Ihrer Nase, und Stirnanfang, zu schwitzen, und für dass wenige Sekunden Sie sind in gesamtem Nirwana, macht nichts aber ( Read more... )

I swear to gosh, I want to fucking hit Marcello, that fucking lil' bitch got something coming at him if he doesn't chill the fuck out. I mean, he is so fucking immature, and all he does is talk shit about me, I just wish I could see that bitch in public I would hit him like fuckin crazy, because if I don't tighten his ass up, someone will, at least ( Read more... )

************* (3:15:07 PM): von why dont u jus kill urself and make it better for all of us

Birthday... Whoo... 15..

I just literally laughed out loud at how much I hate my life... I mean, I'm trying to take my bros advice, but I can't, god really has it in for me. -

Tired of people taking advantage of me.
Can't stand my mom anymore.
Brother has been driving me crazy.
I can't deal with the pressure at school.
Just fed up with my selfish fucking friends.
I hate ( Read more... )

It's not as easy as I thought it would be... I take most of what I said back. It's just... Really hard to be positive and do all this shit to keep my life going good. I guess I'm cursed of something, because it's just so hard to be happy... Still waiting to see if anyone remembers my birthday lol.

Hm. Lots of problems today, can't post them here because someone is spreading this shit to my mom and... Well tthat's the problem as it is... I'd appreciate it if someone cared enough to call, if not. Whatever. Luis basically laughed in my face, so that sorta has me down. Today really, honestly... Was the worst day of my life..

Well.. http://www.crush007.com/love.cgi?id=1106021309drq Go there ( Read more... )