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Jan 23, 2005 22:04

I just literally laughed out loud at how much I hate my life... I mean, I'm trying to take my bros advice, but I can't, god really has it in for me. -

Tired of people taking advantage of me.
Can't stand my mom anymore.
Brother has been driving me crazy.
I can't deal with the pressure at school.
Just fed up with my selfish fucking friends.
I hate having no life.
I despise the fact that I can't do anything.
I hate that I can't go out.
I'm tired of being stuck in my fucking house day after day for no reason.
I am absolutely going fucking crazy because I have no freedom.
It's unfair that I'm a shrink for everyone else, but when I need someone, it's too bad, so sad.
It's unjust for me to have to cry every night by myself because I'm so emotionally stressed, and no one gives a fuck enough to ask if I'm alright, they just simply shrug me off and focus on themselves.
I'm tired of being sick.
I'm tired of being so tired, that I fall asleep standing up in the hallways.

I'm fucking tired of having nothing good in my life!

Well, now that I've spoken my mind, I'm going to go do laundry, clean the kitchen, clean my room, do some homework, take a shower, get my stuff ready for school tomorrow, and try to go to sleep. So, same shit, different night.

Still recovering from the other day anyways... So sore and worn out...

He he he... It's a devastating, shameful thing if I forget a friends birthday, and god knows how many I have to remember... But not a single person remembers when mine is. Shit, most people don't even know what month it's in. It's ok though, just one more year gone, one less year I have to deal with this shit. 3 more to go.
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