Year 2, Shitty Christmas
I'm already having a miserable Christmas.
I hate this house I'm living in, I dont feel like its my home, I dont feel like I'm welcomed here. I never wanted to move in the first place, but I did it for my mother. Everyone right now is in a pissy mood and I dont want to deal with it. I dont want to spend Christmas with anyone tomorrow. I've had it! I've been here four months to give it a chance. Last night I walked through the door and I got from my mother "There's a message for you, the loan office called. Don't give out this house number" Okay, first of all I dont even feel welcomed here, and second of all my mother was the one who filled out the loan application! NOT ME! I dont want to go to Marc's (mom's BF) family, I dont know anyone there, and its just awkward. . .
I've applied for an apartment, its been a week and they guy has not gotten in touch with me. I left a message yesterday, still, nothing. I need to be out of here January.
I am excited to go to DisneyWorld, and it couldn't have come at a better time, in a week I will be there to forget about life for a while. . . Then hopefully by the time I get back, it will be time to MOVE.
I hate this house I'm living in, I dont feel like its my home, I dont feel like I'm welcomed here. I never wanted to move in the first place, but I did it for my mother. Everyone right now is in a pissy mood and I dont want to deal with it. I dont want to spend Christmas with anyone tomorrow. I've had it! I've been here four months to give it a chance. Last night I walked through the door and I got from my mother "There's a message for you, the loan office called. Don't give out this house number" Okay, first of all I dont even feel welcomed here, and second of all my mother was the one who filled out the loan application! NOT ME! I dont want to go to Marc's (mom's BF) family, I dont know anyone there, and its just awkward. . .
I've applied for an apartment, its been a week and they guy has not gotten in touch with me. I left a message yesterday, still, nothing. I need to be out of here January.
I am excited to go to DisneyWorld, and it couldn't have come at a better time, in a week I will be there to forget about life for a while. . . Then hopefully by the time I get back, it will be time to MOVE.