Ye Olde London Towne
Oliver! starts tomorrow, and I wasn't all that excited for it, but now I am, and I'm glad for that. I got cast in the Seagull at school! I just wish I knew what part I was playing, I could be playing the Seagull for all I know. Being in the shows at school next semester I think will help me want to be there more. I may be moving into an apartment closer to school, and that would help alot for me at least not having to take forever to get to school in the mornings. I hate being single, especially around the holidays for some reason. Sunday is Salem Matt's birthday, and it will mark one year since I saw him. He has his new boyfriend now (whom he's living with just after dating for 2 months...) I often wonder if he would still be around today had I actually told him what was bothering me instead of bottling things up inside. I can't for the life of me figure out why I did that, but, that ship has sailed so there's no use longing over it. And yet, I still find myself missing him. I still find myself missing John too. I should've known better that consortium students dont have time for anyone else but themselves, I dont know why I tried to convince myself otherwise. It kills me sometimes when he walks through the box office. Maybe I just miss having someone there in general. idk. I've got plenty of things to occupy my mind for that at least between rehearsals and performances. Next week I'm going to see Hairspray on Broadway one final time before it closes. (tear) I'm also going to Disney for two weeks. Dec. 30-Jan. 11 I also found out I wont be entirely alone when I'm down there, cause a 2 friends from RIC happened to be there some of the same days I will be. Thats my life pretty much right now.I dont even know if anyone reads this livejournal, it may only be for myself which is cool too.
Happy Holidays
Happy Holidays