dont pretend

[shouldifeel]

well last night was the last straw. i did something really bad. i got into a physical fight with larry and dain and now i feel horrible even though im the only one with the bruses and scaracthes i feel horrible. so im off to get help.larry just thinks it's jealousy i dont think so.i called my dad and he got mad at me he said stop hurting the people you love and he was right. i think im bi-polar i know huh just perfect who's going to want a fucked up boyfriend. but there is a plus im losing weight lol. you know why because i havent been eating alot lol im not starving myself we cant afford alot right now becuase were moving into our new apartment so i only eat a tunna sandwhich a day and that's it. sometimes i'll have chips. and im also doing exsersises. well im off now love me

there's gotta be more to life!! than chasing down every tempery high.