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i made new journal it says why read if you would like please it's rebirthisdeath -
this day changes my life
today i will find out if im hiv+ or hiv - hopefully negavtive right.lol. im very scared i cant sleep. i dont know what i will do if i have hiv. im scared shitless for both me and larry. larry could care less about me right now. im praying now that i just have something so minor. hopefully. well anyways that's all i wanted to say i will write back ( Read more... ) -
i dont want to die
i might be positive im scared shitless cause that would mean larry and dain would have it. im not to concernd with myself i am sad and terrified i dont want to die alone and i know i will die alone if i have aids. and as for larry i really hope i dont. maybe im just sick right now.lol -
my goodbye letter to my ex.
it's almost the first of the month i guess this is were we say goodbye. im really hope you have a great life. ours are both going in different directions. I dont wish the best for you and dain. I hope one of you becomes bitter. I hope you both end up hating eachother. there's the truth. lol. just had to get that out of the way. but now for ( Read more... ) -
why
well anyways today was a very intresting day had a great time acutally my days have been getting better now that larry is out of it. lol. well today i got a call from my old friend G who i havent talked to on the phone in forever she asked me what i wass doing toay. and i said nothing so we hung with my other friend karah keep in mind my best ( Read more... ) -
this is my day
ok this will be long. i wrote this poem at work ( Read more... ) -
things are ok
lately more than ever i've been wanting a boyfriend two reasons i dont want one or mainly cant have one. first off that would completely deplete the whole purpose of me being single for so long. second where in the hell do i look no one likes me. apart of me wants to show larry that he's not the best i've had or will have. but then i see no point ( Read more... ) -
SCREAM!!!!!!!
im going to make this quick. my life has changed i have a life lol. larry im over with not happy thought still a little bitter but hey expected. but anyways i have a great new friend annie yea the little lez from spencers lol jk well anyways my life is ok work sucks as usual im looking for another job. i cut my hair disapointed about that but ( Read more... ) -
i think
i may have think i created a monster called larry! im serious larry has been a mega bitch asshole fucker basterd that i cant stand to be around. he's so fucking fake to everyone! everyone sees me as the bitch. which i am from time to time when i want to be. but one thing is i dont deny it to make myself look all holly!!. mr. larry has been so ( Read more... )
