all my poems from the past
LIFE 6/9/2003
Walking with out thinking the sun shines through, oceans and clouds reflect the sky that are blue,
People think not knowing what’s worth living for, a chance to famous maybe that’s what there looking for,
Some people will never be satisfied with what they have, they can be rich and still want more, when I walk a night im lost in mind and in thought, no one to talk to I’m in big relief for my heart is cold as ice,
Some people wonder what happened to me but they never thought twice, that I could lose my way and change my perspective and put on a mask a be so nice. Sandy shores tell my story that echoes in my mind. People calling it scary for they can’t tell the time, rush in a rush most people are today, rush in a rush they cant stay and play. Somewhere along adolescence we lose the child inside, one that needs to come out instead of hide. I would like think that every one can be happy, but in some people mind misery overtakes all the sanity inside of them, for ever and for always is a long time,
Remain 6/9/2003
Remain.
Future lost and now found.
Can it remain
In that ego shallow mind.
Your faith is gone and is now lost.
Remember the trust that was once
Found and remained, expert following
The lost of all the majority of skies,
The lost souls of children
Gone in today’s ignorance,
It’s there choice It’s there mind,
Impossible to stand I rather kill,
Than be around, while I stand alone
Reservation Indian a disgrace to the former expectance
don't think of me 6/9/2003
When your sad don’t think of me,
When your lost don’t think of me,
A mind of shallowness remain in depression,
And when you think of me hate me,
don’t think about the good times,
Cause they are now gone.
The former me that you once knew.
Is an asshole to his fellow friends,
To much ego to handle,
To much love to take,
So many times with out how could I fake.
You get pleasure out of my lose
You get pleasure out of my pain
don’t feel sorry for your self.
Cause you will remain the same.
The true beauty is inside.
For nothing can tear it apart
And for you, you have nothing
Not even a GOD.
So remember when times get rough.
And you think you’ve had enough
don’t think of me,
When your sad and gone
don’t think of me,
DISCOVERY 6/26/2003
you lead me to a place i have never been before,
winds blow a thousands miles an hour,
you just smile and glance back @ me,
why do i feel what i feel for you,
i thought i have finaly Reconciled these lingering thoughts,
but i guess it was the randomness of getting to know you more that intrested me,
i thought what you were was what you are,
but in a few hours talking to you i got to know you more than ever, in my time with you,
just the little things about you intrest me,
they way you act talk and observe,
you were only a friend a friend that i had to discover to like,
and on that discovery i found that i love you.
don't say that!!!! 7/15/2003
is there something beside your own pleassure that you want out of me.
cause if there is tell me because i dont see it im not a lusty person but yet you make me one.
i dont like it i only give to people i love but i dont love you.
so stop taking what is rightfully mine.
dont say thosse words that make me despise you.
just hold your breathe because i dont want to hear it.
if your smart you leave.
because i dont want nothing to do with you anymore.
what are you last words for me my lusty,
"dont say that" we love eachother dont we???
Walking with out thinking the sun shines through, oceans and clouds reflect the sky that are blue,
People think not knowing what’s worth living for, a chance to famous maybe that’s what there looking for,
Some people will never be satisfied with what they have, they can be rich and still want more, when I walk a night im lost in mind and in thought, no one to talk to I’m in big relief for my heart is cold as ice,
Some people wonder what happened to me but they never thought twice, that I could lose my way and change my perspective and put on a mask a be so nice. Sandy shores tell my story that echoes in my mind. People calling it scary for they can’t tell the time, rush in a rush most people are today, rush in a rush they cant stay and play. Somewhere along adolescence we lose the child inside, one that needs to come out instead of hide. I would like think that every one can be happy, but in some people mind misery overtakes all the sanity inside of them, for ever and for always is a long time,
Remain 6/9/2003
Remain.
Future lost and now found.
Can it remain
In that ego shallow mind.
Your faith is gone and is now lost.
Remember the trust that was once
Found and remained, expert following
The lost of all the majority of skies,
The lost souls of children
Gone in today’s ignorance,
It’s there choice It’s there mind,
Impossible to stand I rather kill,
Than be around, while I stand alone
Reservation Indian a disgrace to the former expectance
don't think of me 6/9/2003
When your sad don’t think of me,
When your lost don’t think of me,
A mind of shallowness remain in depression,
And when you think of me hate me,
don’t think about the good times,
Cause they are now gone.
The former me that you once knew.
Is an asshole to his fellow friends,
To much ego to handle,
To much love to take,
So many times with out how could I fake.
You get pleasure out of my lose
You get pleasure out of my pain
don’t feel sorry for your self.
Cause you will remain the same.
The true beauty is inside.
For nothing can tear it apart
And for you, you have nothing
Not even a GOD.
So remember when times get rough.
And you think you’ve had enough
don’t think of me,
When your sad and gone
don’t think of me,
DISCOVERY 6/26/2003
you lead me to a place i have never been before,
winds blow a thousands miles an hour,
you just smile and glance back @ me,
why do i feel what i feel for you,
i thought i have finaly Reconciled these lingering thoughts,
but i guess it was the randomness of getting to know you more that intrested me,
i thought what you were was what you are,
but in a few hours talking to you i got to know you more than ever, in my time with you,
just the little things about you intrest me,
they way you act talk and observe,
you were only a friend a friend that i had to discover to like,
and on that discovery i found that i love you.
don't say that!!!! 7/15/2003
is there something beside your own pleassure that you want out of me.
cause if there is tell me because i dont see it im not a lusty person but yet you make me one.
i dont like it i only give to people i love but i dont love you.
so stop taking what is rightfully mine.
dont say thosse words that make me despise you.
just hold your breathe because i dont want to hear it.
if your smart you leave.
because i dont want nothing to do with you anymore.
what are you last words for me my lusty,
"dont say that" we love eachother dont we???