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i tend to have this horrible habit of fucking up
saying something that completely ruins things
ive been told i do this "subconsciencously because i dont want it to work"
well fuck that its not true
i hate how i can just snap because afterwards i always feel so guilty
i hope i can fix this one cause i really want to
even though everyone tells me im crazy and im an idiot for doing this
oh well fuck them they dont really give a shit about me
they just pretend because i am the person that makes them feel better about themselves
s.i.m.p.l.e a.s. t.h.a.t
saying something that completely ruins things
ive been told i do this "subconsciencously because i dont want it to work"
well fuck that its not true
i hate how i can just snap because afterwards i always feel so guilty
i hope i can fix this one cause i really want to
even though everyone tells me im crazy and im an idiot for doing this
oh well fuck them they dont really give a shit about me
they just pretend because i am the person that makes them feel better about themselves
s.i.m.p.l.e a.s. t.h.a.t