I just feel that things happen for a reason however this time I don't quite get the reason, at least not right now. Tom and I have the possible chance of buying my grandma's old house. My parents are getting ready to sell the house, and my mom said that we could possibly do a "rent-to-own" kinda thing. However, we are currently stuck in a lease ( Read more... )

So, you think that I would get the picture after several tiem of someone saying that they would come visit me and they haven't that the next time they say the same thing it wouldn't happen? Nope I must be really stupid. I feel that i have lost all of my friends. I don't konw what is going on with it anymroe. Have I changed so much that people ( Read more... )

I never really thought that planning a wedding would be so difficult. I have no idea how to do anything. I know that Tom and I getting engaged is a NEW thing but I feel that we should pick a date sometime soon. I think picking a date is the first thing we should do so that we can figure out what needs to get planned for when. I keep tossing ( Read more... )

So, its official! Jessica and Tom are engaged!!!! I actually have a ring on my finger. I thought that it wouldnt' really make a difference... but ever since it happened I feel that Tom and I are different. A good different though. I can't really explain it. I guess I feel more love. I think we just got to a point in our relationship that we ( Read more... )

A lot has been going on. I no longer work at Lowes because they are assholes.. for a lack of better things to say. I am currently trying to find a job to replace it and am not getting anywhere. It's been stressful because Jessica now lives with us which makes it a lot harder to have a life. I feel that I am living my life around someone else's ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in a long while so I figured now would be a good time. It's been crazy. I have now up to 3 jobs. Well one you can't count a job.. I babysit when needed. Except the lady is really mean. First she calls me up at 11:30 at night to get me to babysit and then when I go there.. well she isn't even there.. I call her and she says "oh ( Read more... )

Grades are finally in! I think that I did the best I have ever done!

Intro to Entrepreneurship : A-
Algebra : A-
Art History : B+
Planning/Finalizing Degree : A-

Three A's and a B... Not too bad with having 2 jobs and starting a new school!

Just when I thought things between my parents and I were getting better they go down hill again. As some of you know I went almost a whole year without talking to my parents and now I feel like it's going to be like that again. Which right before the holidays is never good. I feel so alone and so.. not understood by anyone ( Read more... )

When does the pretending end? Does it ever end or do you have to pretend your whole life? I feel as if it is all games. You can never act like yourself without hurting someone in the end. Why try to make everyone happy when you know that you can't? I am sick and tired of all the bullshit. I don't want to have to act anymore to make people ( Read more... )

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