It's Been Awhile...
What can I say, it's been awhile since I've updated this thing. Life is always changing and sometimes I feel a bit lost, like I've been swept up and then dropped in some unknown territory, and slowly but surely, I'm tracking my way through it till I come out of the other end, which I am then again picked up and dropped off somewhere else. I guess God has been bored lately and has truly enjoyed making my life feel like hell. Maybe it's because of all the things that I am doing which are wrong? Maybe not. Maybe it's because of bad luck, or maybe it's just my life sucking as usual? I don't really know, but I do know I'm tired of it, I'm tired of school, I'm tired of work, I'm tired of my thoughts, I'm tired of my feelings, and I'm just tired.
Doesn't seem to matter what I do or who I do, or what I'm going to do, I'm doing it wrong. I don't even know exactly what I'm doing that's wrong, but I somehow I know its wrong. I know this is just a bunch of rambling, but its my life. There are lots of things that are fucked up in it, and there are a lot of fucked up things I've done. I guess I'm just fucked up.
Well update how life is, in a while, got to go to class.
Doesn't seem to matter what I do or who I do, or what I'm going to do, I'm doing it wrong. I don't even know exactly what I'm doing that's wrong, but I somehow I know its wrong. I know this is just a bunch of rambling, but its my life. There are lots of things that are fucked up in it, and there are a lot of fucked up things I've done. I guess I'm just fucked up.
Well update how life is, in a while, got to go to class.