i think it's time for a personal entry journal. i feel like i've been neglecting you. maybe i have. i don't know. but i still love you. so, yeah, just remember that ( Read more... )

so i wrote something. it's not finished, and idk what it is because it's very vague and non-descriptive. i just started writing and didn't look back, but i feel a lot better now. put all my fear and insecurities of the unknown into it, i guess. idk if i'll finish it though. i kinda ran out of steam. i need to sleep though so we'll see when i wake

I don't like to feel like I'm being used. Even though I know I put myself out there to be used. It's like, I want to be used, but I don't want to feel like I'm being used. I like doing things for other people. I really do. I like thinking that in some way, even if it's just a small and totally insignificant way, I'm making them happy. And if it ( Read more... )