all i will hear till the end of time- "let's BRAWL !"
i am so ready for spring break its beginning to drive me insane. the fact that i went home for the second weekend in a row didnt help either. i love being home so much now its like a cruel tease everytime i have to get back on the parkway south. to just be able to be home and see people at a leisurely basis without having to strategically plan for tight weekends. although spring break will be like that with everyone being home on different days.... : /
i just hope i can see all the people i wanna see without much complication which is not possible- i already know. but i'm looking forward to it so much. to relax and laze around town for a week will be amazing. i know i should probably work but ill be working forever once semester's over, since i'll be commuting next semester. i want to cherish the time off i have from school and work as much as possible. i'm here for only 3 days this time and i've got cabin fever. or some sort of fever anyway. today i did my presentation for photo which should have been at least 5 minutes long. but i honestly can't remember the last time i read infront of a class and i got nervous... speading through my presentation and forgetting to add in the infortmation that wasnt on my slides. i only have three classes this semester and i still stress myself out over everything. i only have a test tomorrow and i'm done for the week, but i'm not too confident about it. i just want my headaches to go away once i go back to school. since thursday i feel like i've become an avid pill popper, afraid of any sort of pain in my head. it has to be just stress so it should go away once i'm home.
to be able to spend time freely with brian would be amazing though. since we only see each other on certain weekends ( and we've been apart longer than together since we've been going out) to no have to cram time into seeing each other would be really nice. we'll 10/11 days to do things or not do things as we please. a little sneak peak of what the end of semester will bring haha. it really sucks driving away from his house on sundays- why do i do these things to myself? oh yea, cuz he's amazing and i love spending time with him. THAT'S why he has to be the last bit of home i see whenever i go back to school. THAT'S why i risk driving on the parkway at night when i'm still a little shaky after my accident. i miss him : x. i want it to be wednesday. i already know i'm ready for the semester to end though. i can feel summer creeping around the corner- i've even begun listening to summer music- i cant help it ! there's just such a comforting feeling when there's summer memories and feeling associated with what i'm listening to... and starting early is making it that much more difficult to get through the semester. i need sun, grass, and long days. the music tells me so.
<3
"if i were king of this night, would you become my queen?
and i hope, your majesty that you like your position
i'll do everything i can to keep you by my side
just kiss me before i go."
i just hope i can see all the people i wanna see without much complication which is not possible- i already know. but i'm looking forward to it so much. to relax and laze around town for a week will be amazing. i know i should probably work but ill be working forever once semester's over, since i'll be commuting next semester. i want to cherish the time off i have from school and work as much as possible. i'm here for only 3 days this time and i've got cabin fever. or some sort of fever anyway. today i did my presentation for photo which should have been at least 5 minutes long. but i honestly can't remember the last time i read infront of a class and i got nervous... speading through my presentation and forgetting to add in the infortmation that wasnt on my slides. i only have three classes this semester and i still stress myself out over everything. i only have a test tomorrow and i'm done for the week, but i'm not too confident about it. i just want my headaches to go away once i go back to school. since thursday i feel like i've become an avid pill popper, afraid of any sort of pain in my head. it has to be just stress so it should go away once i'm home.
to be able to spend time freely with brian would be amazing though. since we only see each other on certain weekends ( and we've been apart longer than together since we've been going out) to no have to cram time into seeing each other would be really nice. we'll 10/11 days to do things or not do things as we please. a little sneak peak of what the end of semester will bring haha. it really sucks driving away from his house on sundays- why do i do these things to myself? oh yea, cuz he's amazing and i love spending time with him. THAT'S why he has to be the last bit of home i see whenever i go back to school. THAT'S why i risk driving on the parkway at night when i'm still a little shaky after my accident. i miss him : x. i want it to be wednesday. i already know i'm ready for the semester to end though. i can feel summer creeping around the corner- i've even begun listening to summer music- i cant help it ! there's just such a comforting feeling when there's summer memories and feeling associated with what i'm listening to... and starting early is making it that much more difficult to get through the semester. i need sun, grass, and long days. the music tells me so.
<3
"if i were king of this night, would you become my queen?
and i hope, your majesty that you like your position
i'll do everything i can to keep you by my side
just kiss me before i go."