To the anonymous person who commented on my last lj entry:

Just so you know, this entry is dedicated to you.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I am probably the happiest i think I've ever been. I can't sleep guys. I can't eat. I am freaking out. Life is just, well, good. I mean..... goooooooood.

Let's see. Where to begin? Hm... I've lost like, almost 15 pounds. ( Read more... )

There is no journey gone so far
So far we cannot stop
And change directions
No doom is written in the stars
It's in our hands

We cannot know what will occur
Just make this journey worth the taking
And pray we're wiser than we were
In the beginning

I really want to believe this... that I can change the way my life is going right now. i hope it's true... but ( Read more... )

It's one hundred and nine degrees
in this crowded room,
no room to breathe,
with walls as cold as a gallery
this is no place for me

such hard face set in smoke,
the smell lingers in my clothes,
it's a bad night to be alone,
but that's the way it goes

and i think of you, whenever life gets me down
yeah i think of you, whenever you're not around
you rest your ( Read more... )

All that’s known
In History, in Science, overthrown
At school, at home, by blind men
You doubt them, and soon they bark and hound you
Till everything you say is just another bad about you
All they say
Is “Trust in what is written”
Wars are made and somehow that is wisdom
Thought is suspect and money is their idol
And nothing is okay unless it’s scripted in ( Read more... )

I don't mean to sound like I normally do.

You know. My life is horrible and I am all alone here. that sort of normal.

Because my life is far from horrible. I know this.

But I am done. I am done, done, done with the way my life is going right now. Finito. I am so sick of sitting around waiting for something to change.

So... consequently, I am ( Read more... )