Every Time Chapter 6
Title: Every Time (Chapter 6)
Pairing: Eunhae, Kihae, Side!Yoosu, Maybe more later
Rating: PG-13+
Summary: Hyukjae was walking home from the store to his shared apartment with Junsu, when in the darkness of night, people attacked him. He woke up in a teen's house. What happens when he, an adult, falls for this teen?
A/N: This one had Yesung's point of view! :D (My bias shows so much XD Which is why I don't understand why I made him a home-wrecker lol)
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3A Chapter 3B Chapter 4 Chapter 5
Donghae was shocked that day he came home and Hyukjae had left without a warning. He had told Kibum about it, and the younger boy seemed thrilled but still gave-and is still giving-Donghae the quiet treatment... or... quieter treatment. The teen wasn't going to lie. He was highly disapointed and didn't quite understand why the older man had left without even waiting until he had come back from school.
Perhaps he should have skipped the day to spend it with the older man? But the older guy seemed intent on him going to school in the first place, so what did he do wrong? Was the other man afraid of getting into something after he just got out of a relationship? Donghae sighed and slumped as he had sat on the couch as he tried to get in contact with Kibum again, but just like before, the younger teen ignored him.
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Jongwoon sat up and sighed as he looked at the man napping next to him, with the most peaceful look on his face. Why is his smile only real in his dreams? Is it because of the man that visits him? The man no one besides Jungsu knows? Jongwoon wished sometimes he wasn't with the man. It's tiring trying to make the older man forget. He didn't want to end up the bad guy. The only real reason why he took Jungsu away from Hyukjae was so his friend wouldn't get in too deep with a guy who would only use him to forget.
Even if the older man didn't realize he was using Hyukjae, he was. It isn't easy to realize that the man uses others, and Jongwoon is sure Jungsu also doesn't find it easy, because this man is the sweetest man around. He wouldn't use anyone intentionally. Though, Jongwoon feels what he's doing is justice, because if he wasn't here, the older man would either be using Hyukjae, or if he left Hyukjae, he would probably be at clubs giving his body to any man around.
Jongwoon sighs as the older man pushes his back to air, and he wonders briefly if the man Jungsu is still in love with use to lie behind him and hold his waist. There is a disgruntled look on the older man's face as his back is met with nothing and Jongwoon jumps up from his spot on the spacey bed and goes to the opposite side he was on, squeezing in so he could hold Jungsu to his chest.
He tries to sleep despite the fact half of his body is hanging off of the bed, and he would move Jungsu forward but he's afraid of waking the older man and breaking the guy's heart when he realizes that it is just a dream and he isn't with the man he loves. Jongwoon inhales the scent and closes his eyes as a flashback of Hyukjae comes to mind, and he smiles briefly upon realization that his friend has finally found someone to love, even if it takes a while for him to stop denying it to himself.
He leans into the older man's back and inhales the scent more. He closes his eyes but they snap open when a certain face comes to mind, and he tells himself no. It can't be like this. He pushes the face out of his mind and leans more into the embrace and finds his own heart constricting at the realization he is using this man to forget something that isn't even causing him pain. It's just something he's afraid of, and really what's the point of forgetting of someone you don't need to forget?
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Hyukjae woke up on the big empty bed during the middle of night. Or, actually, somewhere around midnight. He sighs as he gets up. He wonders if Yoochun is still over, or if they still have Changmin in there. He presses his ear to the door to listen for any sounds, and when he hears none he slowly turns the knob. He opens it and smiles when he sees his best friend curled up against the older man.
Maybe that kinky bastard isn't so bad. Hyukjae looks at the way the older man's arms wrap protectively around Junsu, the way a small smile is on his lips, and the way he has the covers draped low on his waist. The man even looks like a sweet, fun boyfriend. He smiles one last time at the two before slowly closing the door, letting it shut with a soft "click" and he walks into the kitchen. Why had he slept during the day?Now he's going to be up all night.
He walks through the big apartment and to the silver fridge. He opens it and sees left overs but he decides he wants something simple so he goes to the cupboard and smiles as he sees instant ramen.
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Donghae sighs and looks through his cupboards. He smiles as he sees a pack of instant ramen. It seems like thats all he really has. He takes it out and starts cooking. He wonders briefly if he should try to call Kibum again but curses to himself as his mind wanders off to think about Hyukjae. What is with him thinking of this older man? The plan was for him to get laid, and that didn't even happen. Even when he's bed with women and men before, he never gave them another thought. Why is it now, a man he hasn't even been in the bed with is making him go so crazy?
Besides, he has a boyfriend who he is very much in love with. Him and Kibum are fine with each other having sex with other people, as long as they don't keep seeing that person. That's how great Kibum is. He is fine with anything as long as Donghae loves him and only him, and Donghae does love only Kibum. He doesn't want anyone else. Right? Donghae sighs and continues cooking as he thinks of if that's true, then why does he keep thinking of Hyukjae?
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Hyukjae sits at the big dining room table and eats by himself;something that hadn't happened a lot before, that he looked forward to all of the time. He sighs as he looks around the big spacious room and decides he would rather be in a tiny apartment eating cheap food with someone instead of being in a big apartment, eating good food and being alone. He looks down at the cheap dish and laughs bitterly as his mind says that he's at least half way there.
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Jongwoon sits in the living room and he feels a wave of guilt wash over him when he thinks of how he had left Jungsu alone. All alone. He knows the older man's heart is going to break ten times if he wakes up, realizes he was dreaming and then sees the bed he's in is empty. He can't bring himself to go back to the room and he puts his head in his hands. He wants nothing more now than to call up that person he's afraid to call and beg them to come over.
But he can't, because this isn't about him or about what he wants, and he needs to think of other people's feelings. He sighs and lies down on the couch. Why did he have to "look out" for Hyukjae in the first place? If he didn't then Jungsu would have someone who loves him, Hyukjae would be content with the person he's "in love" with. Junsu wouldn't have cried and called Jongwoon asking if he knows where Hyukjae is.
Then he could... Jongwoon shakes his head. This isn't about him. He sighs and lies down on the couch. he picks up the home phone and dials a number he's memorized well and just stares at it. Last time he checked it was some time after midnight. He would just be stupid to call at this time. For some reason he let's his thumb hit dial.
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Donghae shuts his cell phone as he got no answer. What is the point of trying to call his boyfriend when he's angry. He should just give up. He sighs and decides he will get the younger man to talk to him at school tomorrow. Despite this thought, he picks up his phone and presses on the contact and dials.
He shocked himself when he realized it wasn't Kibum's number he dialed and an all-too-familiar voice answered. "D-Donghae? Hi." He checks the phone and wants to smack himself. Why the hell did he call Hyukjae?! Why was the older man up this late? "Hyukkie... hi." "Hi," the other man says stupidly into the phone and Donghae smiles briefly. There is a long silence and Donghae pales at the next words. "You and Kibum are a cute couple." He wants to deny it, but he knows better. "I'm sorry." There is a chuckle from the other end and the teen wonders how Hyukjae even knows.
"Are you still interested?" He was not expecting that. He nods and wonders why he is saying yes? He wasn't, was he? He realizes Hyukjae can't see and he says yes quickly and curses himself for blushing. "Too bad. We can be friends though. This Saturday, I'm going to force Jongwoon and Jungsu to hang out with me, no matter how awkward it will be for them. You and Kibum should come." Donghae blushes again. "L-like a date?"
Hyukjae laughed. "Of course! You and Kibum would be on a date, and then Jongwoon would be on a date with Jungsu and me." There was a chuckle from Hyukjae's line and Donghae could only imagine the older man was thinking about how his friend would feel about being forced with two dates.
Donghae frowns as he remembers Jongwoon is Hyukjae's ex-boyfriend from high school, and his frown deepens as he figures that this Jungsu is guy is Hyukjae's current ex-boyfriend. He remembers he needs to answer and agrees to this weird date and and says his goodbye to Hyukjae, all the while wondering why he's blushing so much. He pretends it is because he gets to go on a date with Kibum.
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Hyukjae cleans up in the kitchen all the while blushing. Why had he made that arrangement?! That's going to be so awkward! He's just the fifth wheel on the car! Jungsu and Jongwoon is two wheels then Kibum and Donghae make the third and fourth wheel-and what the hell? Why is he even thinking so hard about this metaphorical car?
He walks back to his room and lies down on his bed. Why had he even admitted to knowing about the two being together? He curses to himself as he realizes something else. Why did he even answer to the phone call?
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Jongwoon smiles as the familiar voice floods his ears. This is such a good night. "It really isn't healthy to be up this late. Besides, you should be in bed with Jungsu. Imagine if he wakes up and finds you on the phone instead of bed? Though think of yourself too and not just others, okay? I can't believe it's one in the morning already. We've already been on the phone for twenty minutes. Gosh I'm tired. Hey, why aren't you talking? Did you fall asleep on me?" Jongwoon chuckled. "No, I'm still up. You're just so talkative it's hard to get a word in between."
"Oh." He can basically hear the blush. "Yeah, oh." "Sorry, Jongwoon." "I like it." He smiles and wishes he could see the younger man's face. Those sharp cheek-bones, and brittle looking arms. "Hey, Jongwoon?" "Yes, Wookie?" "Why don't you get mad when I don't call you Yesung?" The older man smiles and wishes Ryeowook could see how happy he is right now. "You're special."
"Oh." He can practically hear the blush again and it brings another smile to his face. This is what he loves about the younger man. Around this guy, he's always smiling and happy. It's rare to see him smile so much, but when it comes to Ryeowook, it's rare to see him frown. He's about to say something but he hears someone screaming someone's name, and he sits up straight off the couch. "Jongwoon, what was that?" "I-I don't know... I better check on Jungsu! I'll call you back tomorrow, okay Wookie?" "Okay, bye Jongwoon." "Bye." He gets up off of the couch and goes to the bedroom.
He sees Jungsu sitting with his head in between his legs, crying. "J-Jungsu?" The older man keeps his head buried and says nothing. Jongwoon listens to the occasional whimpers and Jongwoon goes to comfort him. He's a little taken aback when Jungsu whispers "Youngwoon" and then it occurs to Jongwoon that Jungsu doesn't know he's awake. "Jungsu?" There is another sob and Jongwoon frowns and kisses the older man on the head. What happened to the usual composed man?
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Donghae looked down the school hallway and ran up to Kibum who was talking to someone. His name is... Kyuhyun? Yeah, he has a boyfriend up in Seoul. "Kibum, guess what?!" Kibum raised and eyebrow at his older boyfriend as Donghae pulled him away. "What?" "We're going on a date this weekend." Kibum raised his eyebrow again. It's been a while since they've done anything. "Go on?" "This Saturday, in Seoul." "What, is Hyukjae going to be there," Kibum spat and Donghae looked at the younger sheepishly. "I'm backing off of him, I admitted to him I have a boyfriend." "Fine, as long as you don't hang off of him." Donghae clapped his hands excitedly~~
A/N: This was just a filler chapter basically, that's why I didn't put that much effort into it. Thanks for reading though!
Chapter Seven
Pairing: Eunhae, Kihae, Side!Yoosu, Maybe more later
Rating: PG-13+
Summary: Hyukjae was walking home from the store to his shared apartment with Junsu, when in the darkness of night, people attacked him. He woke up in a teen's house. What happens when he, an adult, falls for this teen?
A/N: This one had Yesung's point of view! :D (My bias shows so much XD Which is why I don't understand why I made him a home-wrecker lol)
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3A Chapter 3B Chapter 4 Chapter 5
Donghae was shocked that day he came home and Hyukjae had left without a warning. He had told Kibum about it, and the younger boy seemed thrilled but still gave-and is still giving-Donghae the quiet treatment... or... quieter treatment. The teen wasn't going to lie. He was highly disapointed and didn't quite understand why the older man had left without even waiting until he had come back from school.
Perhaps he should have skipped the day to spend it with the older man? But the older guy seemed intent on him going to school in the first place, so what did he do wrong? Was the other man afraid of getting into something after he just got out of a relationship? Donghae sighed and slumped as he had sat on the couch as he tried to get in contact with Kibum again, but just like before, the younger teen ignored him.
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Jongwoon sat up and sighed as he looked at the man napping next to him, with the most peaceful look on his face. Why is his smile only real in his dreams? Is it because of the man that visits him? The man no one besides Jungsu knows? Jongwoon wished sometimes he wasn't with the man. It's tiring trying to make the older man forget. He didn't want to end up the bad guy. The only real reason why he took Jungsu away from Hyukjae was so his friend wouldn't get in too deep with a guy who would only use him to forget.
Even if the older man didn't realize he was using Hyukjae, he was. It isn't easy to realize that the man uses others, and Jongwoon is sure Jungsu also doesn't find it easy, because this man is the sweetest man around. He wouldn't use anyone intentionally. Though, Jongwoon feels what he's doing is justice, because if he wasn't here, the older man would either be using Hyukjae, or if he left Hyukjae, he would probably be at clubs giving his body to any man around.
Jongwoon sighs as the older man pushes his back to air, and he wonders briefly if the man Jungsu is still in love with use to lie behind him and hold his waist. There is a disgruntled look on the older man's face as his back is met with nothing and Jongwoon jumps up from his spot on the spacey bed and goes to the opposite side he was on, squeezing in so he could hold Jungsu to his chest.
He tries to sleep despite the fact half of his body is hanging off of the bed, and he would move Jungsu forward but he's afraid of waking the older man and breaking the guy's heart when he realizes that it is just a dream and he isn't with the man he loves. Jongwoon inhales the scent and closes his eyes as a flashback of Hyukjae comes to mind, and he smiles briefly upon realization that his friend has finally found someone to love, even if it takes a while for him to stop denying it to himself.
He leans into the older man's back and inhales the scent more. He closes his eyes but they snap open when a certain face comes to mind, and he tells himself no. It can't be like this. He pushes the face out of his mind and leans more into the embrace and finds his own heart constricting at the realization he is using this man to forget something that isn't even causing him pain. It's just something he's afraid of, and really what's the point of forgetting of someone you don't need to forget?
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Hyukjae woke up on the big empty bed during the middle of night. Or, actually, somewhere around midnight. He sighs as he gets up. He wonders if Yoochun is still over, or if they still have Changmin in there. He presses his ear to the door to listen for any sounds, and when he hears none he slowly turns the knob. He opens it and smiles when he sees his best friend curled up against the older man.
Maybe that kinky bastard isn't so bad. Hyukjae looks at the way the older man's arms wrap protectively around Junsu, the way a small smile is on his lips, and the way he has the covers draped low on his waist. The man even looks like a sweet, fun boyfriend. He smiles one last time at the two before slowly closing the door, letting it shut with a soft "click" and he walks into the kitchen. Why had he slept during the day?Now he's going to be up all night.
He walks through the big apartment and to the silver fridge. He opens it and sees left overs but he decides he wants something simple so he goes to the cupboard and smiles as he sees instant ramen.
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Donghae sighs and looks through his cupboards. He smiles as he sees a pack of instant ramen. It seems like thats all he really has. He takes it out and starts cooking. He wonders briefly if he should try to call Kibum again but curses to himself as his mind wanders off to think about Hyukjae. What is with him thinking of this older man? The plan was for him to get laid, and that didn't even happen. Even when he's bed with women and men before, he never gave them another thought. Why is it now, a man he hasn't even been in the bed with is making him go so crazy?
Besides, he has a boyfriend who he is very much in love with. Him and Kibum are fine with each other having sex with other people, as long as they don't keep seeing that person. That's how great Kibum is. He is fine with anything as long as Donghae loves him and only him, and Donghae does love only Kibum. He doesn't want anyone else. Right? Donghae sighs and continues cooking as he thinks of if that's true, then why does he keep thinking of Hyukjae?
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Hyukjae sits at the big dining room table and eats by himself;something that hadn't happened a lot before, that he looked forward to all of the time. He sighs as he looks around the big spacious room and decides he would rather be in a tiny apartment eating cheap food with someone instead of being in a big apartment, eating good food and being alone. He looks down at the cheap dish and laughs bitterly as his mind says that he's at least half way there.
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Jongwoon sits in the living room and he feels a wave of guilt wash over him when he thinks of how he had left Jungsu alone. All alone. He knows the older man's heart is going to break ten times if he wakes up, realizes he was dreaming and then sees the bed he's in is empty. He can't bring himself to go back to the room and he puts his head in his hands. He wants nothing more now than to call up that person he's afraid to call and beg them to come over.
But he can't, because this isn't about him or about what he wants, and he needs to think of other people's feelings. He sighs and lies down on the couch. Why did he have to "look out" for Hyukjae in the first place? If he didn't then Jungsu would have someone who loves him, Hyukjae would be content with the person he's "in love" with. Junsu wouldn't have cried and called Jongwoon asking if he knows where Hyukjae is.
Then he could... Jongwoon shakes his head. This isn't about him. He sighs and lies down on the couch. he picks up the home phone and dials a number he's memorized well and just stares at it. Last time he checked it was some time after midnight. He would just be stupid to call at this time. For some reason he let's his thumb hit dial.
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Donghae shuts his cell phone as he got no answer. What is the point of trying to call his boyfriend when he's angry. He should just give up. He sighs and decides he will get the younger man to talk to him at school tomorrow. Despite this thought, he picks up his phone and presses on the contact and dials.
He shocked himself when he realized it wasn't Kibum's number he dialed and an all-too-familiar voice answered. "D-Donghae? Hi." He checks the phone and wants to smack himself. Why the hell did he call Hyukjae?! Why was the older man up this late? "Hyukkie... hi." "Hi," the other man says stupidly into the phone and Donghae smiles briefly. There is a long silence and Donghae pales at the next words. "You and Kibum are a cute couple." He wants to deny it, but he knows better. "I'm sorry." There is a chuckle from the other end and the teen wonders how Hyukjae even knows.
"Are you still interested?" He was not expecting that. He nods and wonders why he is saying yes? He wasn't, was he? He realizes Hyukjae can't see and he says yes quickly and curses himself for blushing. "Too bad. We can be friends though. This Saturday, I'm going to force Jongwoon and Jungsu to hang out with me, no matter how awkward it will be for them. You and Kibum should come." Donghae blushes again. "L-like a date?"
Hyukjae laughed. "Of course! You and Kibum would be on a date, and then Jongwoon would be on a date with Jungsu and me." There was a chuckle from Hyukjae's line and Donghae could only imagine the older man was thinking about how his friend would feel about being forced with two dates.
Donghae frowns as he remembers Jongwoon is Hyukjae's ex-boyfriend from high school, and his frown deepens as he figures that this Jungsu is guy is Hyukjae's current ex-boyfriend. He remembers he needs to answer and agrees to this weird date and and says his goodbye to Hyukjae, all the while wondering why he's blushing so much. He pretends it is because he gets to go on a date with Kibum.
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Hyukjae cleans up in the kitchen all the while blushing. Why had he made that arrangement?! That's going to be so awkward! He's just the fifth wheel on the car! Jungsu and Jongwoon is two wheels then Kibum and Donghae make the third and fourth wheel-and what the hell? Why is he even thinking so hard about this metaphorical car?
He walks back to his room and lies down on his bed. Why had he even admitted to knowing about the two being together? He curses to himself as he realizes something else. Why did he even answer to the phone call?
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Jongwoon smiles as the familiar voice floods his ears. This is such a good night. "It really isn't healthy to be up this late. Besides, you should be in bed with Jungsu. Imagine if he wakes up and finds you on the phone instead of bed? Though think of yourself too and not just others, okay? I can't believe it's one in the morning already. We've already been on the phone for twenty minutes. Gosh I'm tired. Hey, why aren't you talking? Did you fall asleep on me?" Jongwoon chuckled. "No, I'm still up. You're just so talkative it's hard to get a word in between."
"Oh." He can basically hear the blush. "Yeah, oh." "Sorry, Jongwoon." "I like it." He smiles and wishes he could see the younger man's face. Those sharp cheek-bones, and brittle looking arms. "Hey, Jongwoon?" "Yes, Wookie?" "Why don't you get mad when I don't call you Yesung?" The older man smiles and wishes Ryeowook could see how happy he is right now. "You're special."
"Oh." He can practically hear the blush again and it brings another smile to his face. This is what he loves about the younger man. Around this guy, he's always smiling and happy. It's rare to see him smile so much, but when it comes to Ryeowook, it's rare to see him frown. He's about to say something but he hears someone screaming someone's name, and he sits up straight off the couch. "Jongwoon, what was that?" "I-I don't know... I better check on Jungsu! I'll call you back tomorrow, okay Wookie?" "Okay, bye Jongwoon." "Bye." He gets up off of the couch and goes to the bedroom.
He sees Jungsu sitting with his head in between his legs, crying. "J-Jungsu?" The older man keeps his head buried and says nothing. Jongwoon listens to the occasional whimpers and Jongwoon goes to comfort him. He's a little taken aback when Jungsu whispers "Youngwoon" and then it occurs to Jongwoon that Jungsu doesn't know he's awake. "Jungsu?" There is another sob and Jongwoon frowns and kisses the older man on the head. What happened to the usual composed man?
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Donghae looked down the school hallway and ran up to Kibum who was talking to someone. His name is... Kyuhyun? Yeah, he has a boyfriend up in Seoul. "Kibum, guess what?!" Kibum raised and eyebrow at his older boyfriend as Donghae pulled him away. "What?" "We're going on a date this weekend." Kibum raised his eyebrow again. It's been a while since they've done anything. "Go on?" "This Saturday, in Seoul." "What, is Hyukjae going to be there," Kibum spat and Donghae looked at the younger sheepishly. "I'm backing off of him, I admitted to him I have a boyfriend." "Fine, as long as you don't hang off of him." Donghae clapped his hands excitedly~~
A/N: This was just a filler chapter basically, that's why I didn't put that much effort into it. Thanks for reading though!
Chapter Seven