Every Time Chapter 4
Title: Every Time (Chapter 4)
Pairing: Eunhae, Kihae, Side!Yoosu, Maybe more later
Rating: PG-13+
Summary: Hyukjae was walking home from the store to his shared apartment with Junsu, when in the darkness of night, people attacked him. He woke up in a teen's house. What happens when he, an adult, falls for this teen?
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3A Chapter 3B
"You seem like you didn't miss me at all. "I did, I cried my eyes out worrying about you." Hyukjae sighed. "Anyway, what I was saying earlier." "Oh yeah, so wait, a minute. A teen? A seventeen year old?" "Yes Junsu, a seventeen year old." There was laughter and then the sound of a groan, which, Hyukjae could only imagine was Junsu's boyfriend waking up. "Who are you talking to, baby?" "Hyuk." "The missing Hyuk?" "No, the Hyuk who just got 'sexually harassed" by a "sexy" seventeen year old." There was laughter and Hyukjae rolled his eyes. "Well if he's so sexy why is it considered harassment?" "Because Hyuk told him no." "What?! Give me the phone." "Hyuk, Chunnie wants to talk to you." Hyukjae rolled his eyes again. "Okay." "Hello?" "Hi, Yoochun." "What the hell is wrong with you?!" "What do you mean what's wrong with me?"
"Why aren't you going to have sex with him?" "He's too young." "That's the point!" Hyukjae rolled his eyes, yet again and sat on one of the chairs in the kitchen, turning his back to the door. "What are you talking about?" "I mean, he's young. He's probably a virgin. Virgins are great to fuck. Even... knowing you... to be fucked by." Hyukjae blushed but scoffed regardless. "Yoochun, I don't like you insinuating I like to take it up the ass." "I'm not insinuating anything, Hyuk. I'm stating a fact." "How he acted, I doubt he's actually a virgin." "Well, he's a teen. With energy. Do you know how great that would be? It's like... every night he would want to fuck you. Besides, it's kinky. It's hot."
"Yoochun, I don't care if it's hot. I don't care if it's kinky. It's wrong." "Remember how Junsu told you I was taking an interest in this fifteen year old." "He wasn't "taking an interest" he was stalking him, Hyuk." "Whatever, do you remember?" Hyukjae nodded as he sighed. Then he realized they couldn't see him. He wasn't at home. He was with a teenager, who he just met. "Yes, I remember Junsu telling me you were stalking a fifteen year old... Changmin or something?" "It's not stalking, and yes. Changmin. Well, one day, when Changmin and I conveniently met outside of his apartment complex when it was raining. So he had to bring me inside. I conveniently had handcuffs in my back pocket, and when I was changing into the wife beater and boxers he gave me, I reached into my pants pocket and accidentally handcuffed him to his bedroom door, then I accidentally called Junsu down and then-." "What, we accidentally or conveniently fucked him?"
"That definitely wasn't an accident. Plus, it was too good to be convenient." "I can't believe you actually forced him to suck your-." "You two! Im still on the phone!" "Whatever, what I'm trying to say is, it was the hottest thing ever. He was begging, and pleading, and hell, he even fucked Junsu. It was sexy." "Yoochun, what is your point here?" "My point is go fuck him, or get fucked by him while he's still a teenager! It's kinky. Now, I'm going to go now. Thinking about fucking Changmin gave me a hard on." "Too much... no. Way too much information! And you never helped me!" "I did too! I told you to go get laid! It's not my fault you're not listening!"
"What ever. I'm not going to get fucked by Donghae. Let me talk to Junsu." "Can't talk, he's busy." "What do you mean he's busy?" "He's sucking my cock. Bye." "Yoochun! Plus... eww." Hyukjae sighed and turned the phone off. He turned around and was shocked. "D-Donghae! How long have you been there?" The teen pouted. "Long enough to know your friend is a pervert and a pedophile... he's kinky, and he's getting some and I'm not." Hyukjae chuckled nervously despite being shocked by the way all of those words seemed to easily roll off of the younger man's tongue.
"That's because Yoochun has an enormous sex drive." Donghae glared a little but then smiled, full of fake innocence. "So do I, if you ever wanna take a ride." Hyukjae sat in his seat, dumbfounded as the teen happily skipped away to the living room.
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Hyukjae couldn't say he was uncomfortable-no. That would be an understatement. He was sweating, sticking to the sheets, breathing heavily and making an effort to cover it up, and gosh he was just so... hot. It was so hot. Though, that's what happens when you can't sleep, and the teen who thinks you're sleeping decides to press himself against you. That's what happens when that certain teen decides to grab your hand and use it to palm himself through his boxers. That's what happens when that teen decides it would be hot to cum on your hand and then lick it off. Then, that teenager decides to lightly trail his fingers up and down your own... yeah.
Finally the teen stops, but keeps his hand in your boxers as he seemingly has fallen asleep. Yes, that's what has caused his uncomfortable state and he doesn't know what he should do. Either he could get up and release in the bathroom, or he could thrust up into the limp hand. Or he could just lie there and try to sleep. He decides on the last one and suffers that night.
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Hyukjae woke up to a weight on his pelvis and sighed as he felt-something he thinks he could get used to-someone bouncing up and down. "Hyukkie, you're awake," the boy said in a sing-song voice and smiled widely. "Today, let's stay in and do something. Okay?" Hyukjae held back a moan. Wow, this is familiar. "Hyukkie?"
The older man groaned and looked at Donghae. "What?" Before he even knew it the teen was leaning down close to his ear. "You would be so much hotter if you actually moaned." The teen rolled his hips before he smirked at the older man and left. Hyukjae let out a groan again, this time one of frustration. Was this kid always horny, or what?
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Hyukjae wasn't paying attention to the movie as he lied on the couch-or rather, as he lied on the teen. All he could think about is the scene that happened yesterday when they were in the middle of watching a movie. Maybe it was just the romance in the movie? Maybe it got Donghae thinking about couple stuff and the things couples do. Though, that wouldn't explain the thing Donghae said in the kitchen yesterday, or in the bed that night. Unless... it was still on his mind? Though what about this morning?
Besides this kid is attractive. No, this kid is beyond attractive. He must have a boyfriend. Right? No. Donghae's too nice to cheat. Right? "Donghae?" The teen wiggled his body underneath of the older man, and Hyukjae wonders, why again is he on top of the younger man, laying anyway? "Yeah?"
"You're really good looking..." A smirk grew on the younger man's face. "I know, I'm hot and have a sexy ass. Do you wanna try yesterday all over again?" Hyukjae yelped as he felt hands groping his butt. "W-well. No. I want to know something." Donghae looked at the younger and couldn't help but smile at the innocent face. It almost makes him feel guilty for all of his advances. Almost.
"What do you want to know, Hyukkie?" The older man looked down at Donghae's chest. The teen knew the older wasn't looking at his chest, though. The twenty-four year old was thinking. He couldn't help but wrap his arms around the man. "Well... as I said. You're really good looking. You must have a boyfriends. Right?" Donghae gulped. Why can't he just admit that he has a boyfriend? It isn't like him and Hyukjae will get together. It isn't like he wants to get together with Hyukjae. So, tell the truth-which isn't a problem, he swears-or lie.
Then he realized, he doesn't need to. He didn't need to tell the truth or lie. "You're good looking too, Hyukkie. Don't you have a boyfriend?" The man lying on top of Donghae sighed. "I... no." What does one say in a situation when someone has a tone as saddening as that? "What's wrong?"
The older man frowned. "My... now ex-boyfriend only broke up with me on Friday." Donghae has a feeling where this story is going and he has the biggest pang of guilt hit him. "W-what?" Hyukjae hugs Donghae close to his body and speaks into the boy's left shoulder, burying his face into it and the back of the couch. "On Friday, he broke up with me. When you found me... I guess whoever mugged me did it for the beer. I was with Junsu in the apartment, crying. Anyway he said he was going to go buy beer but I insisted I go. I didn't think something like this would happen."
Donghae frowned as he thought of the beer he and Kibum took. It wasn't "get drunk and party" beer. It was "My heart is completely broken" beer. He wishes now he never took it. What's this? Guilt? "Why'd he break up with you?" Hyukjae took a shaky breath as he thought about it. "H-he kind of... I don't know. It's embarrassing." "What do you mean? Why is it embarrassing?"
"He cheated on me." Kibum is the only thing that Donghae could think of now. "He cheated on you?" "I should of seen it. I mean, he was always saying things like 'oh, you want dinner tonight? Um... I have to work late.' I should of seen it from all the 'um's and 'oh's." Donghae held the other closer-something that seemed nearly impossible.
"He cheated on you," Donghae asked again dumbly, trying to process the fact that he was going to cheat on Kibum with someone who knows the pain of being cheated on. Hyukjae didn't seem to notice the younger questioning himself. "It wouldn't of been that bad but it's who he cheated on me with." "Why, who'd he cheat on you with?"
"My prior boyfriend. My first boyfriend." Talk about a twist. Donghae stared up at the older man's face. "Kim Jongwoon. He liked to be called Yesung. He was sweet, loving, caring. But quiet. Very quiet. Everyone said we were a cute couple and we made up for what the other was lacking. He needed speech, I was talkative and made up for him. I needed maturity. He oozed maturity. We were cute in people's eyes. Even if appearance wise we didn't match that well."
"So what happened to Yesung?" Hyukjae sighed and lifted his head from Donghae's shoulder. "He found another guy. He said we were drifting apart. I didn't know what to say, but I didn't cry. For some reason I accepted it. I don't know. Either way, Yesung found peace in his new boyfriend, and for a while, I thought I was being bitter about it because I said they didn't match, personality wise. After a certain amount of time, I realized, it wasn't me being bitter. It was just the truth. They didn't match. I guess that's why they broke up after a year. Then all of us turned nineteen, and Yesung's ex... I think his name was Hankyung? Well, he found someone else, Yesung stayed lonely, but he found a good friend to take care of him. A year later we turned twenty and no one heard of Hankyung anymore. Yesung was still single, but you could tell he was in love-no one knew... and even now we still don't know who it was then-and he was happy. Me... I met my most recent boyfriend. He's only the second boyfriend I have ever had. Now, Yesung, and... my ex-boyfriend are together. I was with my now ex for four years until this Friday. Yesung was with him for two years. Still is."
"So... who was your most recent boyfriend?" Hyukjae sighed. He could say it and let thoughts and memories flood his head, or he could avoid it and pretend he never dated someone besides Yesung. "Let's not talk about him." What Hyukjae did next surprised himself more than Donghae. He kissed Donghae on the neck, softly, gently, and caring. From the old memories, Hyukjae was tired and didn't mind in the least bit as Donghae cuddled with him. They both fell asleep on the couch.
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"Hyuk, we're... drifting apart." "I understand." "We should stop this relationship we're staging." Hyukjae nodded in agreement. "I like someone else, Hyuk." Hyukjae wanted to cry. He wanted to because he wasn't. Why wasn't he crying? He should be. "Jongwoon?" "Yesung... it's. Yesung."
Hyukjae nodded. "Yesung?" "Yes, Hyuk?"
"When did we stop loving each other? I love you, I mean. But, as a brother. When did we stop loving each other like... like lovers?" Yesung smiled. "Somewhere in the middle of it. Face it. We've been dating for three years and neither of us is a bit sad about this. We drifted a long time ago." "Who do you like now?"
"He's from china." Hyukjae chuckled. "That's a great name." "Hankyung. It's Hangeng. Known as Hankyung." Hyukjae smiled at Yesung's awkward way of explaining but nodded. "He's nice, cute and sweet. Good picking."
They both shared and awkward laugh. "I wonder when I'm going to find my true love." Yesung shrugged. "He's going to be younger than you. I bet you anything. He's going to be a teenager. You're going to be a pedo." "Is this your definition of a good break-up, Yesung?" Yesung laughed. "Yes, yes it is. At least no one is upset. I consider that a great accomplishment."
Hyukjae and the other man parted ways, finally. Hyukjae rolled his eyes. A younger boy. Yeah, right. Yesung is just weird. He smiled a little as he thought of the other man. That's his brother. They became that somewhere in the middle.
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Hyukjae smiled sympathetically at Yesung, but the other male didn't even show a sign of sadness. Had he and Hankyung "drifted somewhere in the middle" too? Though there was a downwards tug at the corner of Yesung's lips as a pretty man walked up to Hankyung and slung his arm around the chinese man. "Let's get drunk tonight, Hankyung. I bought beer." Yes, the pretty man was older than them. Right now they're nineteen. This guy is twenty-two.
The chinese man looked uncomfortable but his eyes shown and Yesung smiled as did Hyukjae. At least someone has found their true love. "I'm too young." "Stop whining. You'll do as I say." Even if their true love is a total bitch. "Fine, Heechul." The oldest of the four missed the small smile tugging at the chinese man's lips. Yesung and Hyukjae didn't though.
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Hyukjae has felt lonely, lately. He's alway gone to Junsu with his problems, but now Junsu is attending University and has found the "most amazing pianist ever" so he's been at the man's house, listening to him play piano. He tried to call Yesung, but he was with this guy he met from the coffee shop... right? Who knows.
It's weird and lonely without his two best friends so he sighs and decides to go to the river. He was expecting it to be vacant-which was stupid considering everyone goes there. It was crowded and Hyukjae wondered why half of these people delt with the large number of groupd surrounding them while they were on a date.
He sat down alone and after a while was tapped on the shoulder. "Why are you alone," came a questioning, kind of soothing voice. "Everyone was busy. Why are you alone?" "My friend went out with his boyfriend. I'm no longer taken, so I don't have a boyfriend to go places with... and the other friends just are annoying."
"Some friend you are, then." Hyukjae laughed as did the other man. "So... you said... no boyfriend?" The other man's eyes widened. "Oh! I'm sorry. Does that freak you out? I know a lot of people don't like it. I don't know why I keep talking about it." Hyukjae chuckled. "No, no. I used to have a boyfriend." The other man smiled. "What's your name?" "Lee Hyukjae. You?" "Nice to meet you, my name's Park Jungsu." Hyukjae couldn't help but think that the dimple on the left side of the guy's face was cute. "Nice to meet you, Jungsu."
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A/N: Sorry if this is short. Sorry if this has spelling errors, I don't have time to correct it or get it beta-ed right now. Um, I am thinking about making a side story to this, with one of the characters mentioned in this, but I'm now sure who or if I'm actually going to do it. If I do... it might be with Hankyung because I am so into Hanchul right now (but it will never beat my love for Eunhae). Or maybe Yesung? Though I wouldn't write about him and Hyukkie or him and Hankyung. There would be minor Leeteuk in that story and then BOOM. New couple. (Which, by the way, that's a bit of a spoiler for this story right there.)
Though, if I write it about Hankyung it would have him and Yesung together leading up to him and Heechul then BOOM. There will be an extra couple (who I ship majorly) in it. I dunno. I guess it depends on if I feel up to it or not. (The only reason I'm not updating this story alot is because LJ has been mean to me. Oh. And I was gunna cliff hang who Hyukkie's boyfriend was, but it came into this. lol. Sorry for the long ending note. (: Oh and sorry if some words don't fit in place. I wrote this all on my iPod Touch and it auto-corrects a lot of stuff when it doesn't need to be auto-corrected.
Chapter 5
Pairing: Eunhae, Kihae, Side!Yoosu, Maybe more later
Rating: PG-13+
Summary: Hyukjae was walking home from the store to his shared apartment with Junsu, when in the darkness of night, people attacked him. He woke up in a teen's house. What happens when he, an adult, falls for this teen?
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3A Chapter 3B
"You seem like you didn't miss me at all. "I did, I cried my eyes out worrying about you." Hyukjae sighed. "Anyway, what I was saying earlier." "Oh yeah, so wait, a minute. A teen? A seventeen year old?" "Yes Junsu, a seventeen year old." There was laughter and then the sound of a groan, which, Hyukjae could only imagine was Junsu's boyfriend waking up. "Who are you talking to, baby?" "Hyuk." "The missing Hyuk?" "No, the Hyuk who just got 'sexually harassed" by a "sexy" seventeen year old." There was laughter and Hyukjae rolled his eyes. "Well if he's so sexy why is it considered harassment?" "Because Hyuk told him no." "What?! Give me the phone." "Hyuk, Chunnie wants to talk to you." Hyukjae rolled his eyes again. "Okay." "Hello?" "Hi, Yoochun." "What the hell is wrong with you?!" "What do you mean what's wrong with me?"
"Why aren't you going to have sex with him?" "He's too young." "That's the point!" Hyukjae rolled his eyes, yet again and sat on one of the chairs in the kitchen, turning his back to the door. "What are you talking about?" "I mean, he's young. He's probably a virgin. Virgins are great to fuck. Even... knowing you... to be fucked by." Hyukjae blushed but scoffed regardless. "Yoochun, I don't like you insinuating I like to take it up the ass." "I'm not insinuating anything, Hyuk. I'm stating a fact." "How he acted, I doubt he's actually a virgin." "Well, he's a teen. With energy. Do you know how great that would be? It's like... every night he would want to fuck you. Besides, it's kinky. It's hot."
"Yoochun, I don't care if it's hot. I don't care if it's kinky. It's wrong." "Remember how Junsu told you I was taking an interest in this fifteen year old." "He wasn't "taking an interest" he was stalking him, Hyuk." "Whatever, do you remember?" Hyukjae nodded as he sighed. Then he realized they couldn't see him. He wasn't at home. He was with a teenager, who he just met. "Yes, I remember Junsu telling me you were stalking a fifteen year old... Changmin or something?" "It's not stalking, and yes. Changmin. Well, one day, when Changmin and I conveniently met outside of his apartment complex when it was raining. So he had to bring me inside. I conveniently had handcuffs in my back pocket, and when I was changing into the wife beater and boxers he gave me, I reached into my pants pocket and accidentally handcuffed him to his bedroom door, then I accidentally called Junsu down and then-." "What, we accidentally or conveniently fucked him?"
"That definitely wasn't an accident. Plus, it was too good to be convenient." "I can't believe you actually forced him to suck your-." "You two! Im still on the phone!" "Whatever, what I'm trying to say is, it was the hottest thing ever. He was begging, and pleading, and hell, he even fucked Junsu. It was sexy." "Yoochun, what is your point here?" "My point is go fuck him, or get fucked by him while he's still a teenager! It's kinky. Now, I'm going to go now. Thinking about fucking Changmin gave me a hard on." "Too much... no. Way too much information! And you never helped me!" "I did too! I told you to go get laid! It's not my fault you're not listening!"
"What ever. I'm not going to get fucked by Donghae. Let me talk to Junsu." "Can't talk, he's busy." "What do you mean he's busy?" "He's sucking my cock. Bye." "Yoochun! Plus... eww." Hyukjae sighed and turned the phone off. He turned around and was shocked. "D-Donghae! How long have you been there?" The teen pouted. "Long enough to know your friend is a pervert and a pedophile... he's kinky, and he's getting some and I'm not." Hyukjae chuckled nervously despite being shocked by the way all of those words seemed to easily roll off of the younger man's tongue.
"That's because Yoochun has an enormous sex drive." Donghae glared a little but then smiled, full of fake innocence. "So do I, if you ever wanna take a ride." Hyukjae sat in his seat, dumbfounded as the teen happily skipped away to the living room.
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Hyukjae couldn't say he was uncomfortable-no. That would be an understatement. He was sweating, sticking to the sheets, breathing heavily and making an effort to cover it up, and gosh he was just so... hot. It was so hot. Though, that's what happens when you can't sleep, and the teen who thinks you're sleeping decides to press himself against you. That's what happens when that certain teen decides to grab your hand and use it to palm himself through his boxers. That's what happens when that teen decides it would be hot to cum on your hand and then lick it off. Then, that teenager decides to lightly trail his fingers up and down your own... yeah.
Finally the teen stops, but keeps his hand in your boxers as he seemingly has fallen asleep. Yes, that's what has caused his uncomfortable state and he doesn't know what he should do. Either he could get up and release in the bathroom, or he could thrust up into the limp hand. Or he could just lie there and try to sleep. He decides on the last one and suffers that night.
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Hyukjae woke up to a weight on his pelvis and sighed as he felt-something he thinks he could get used to-someone bouncing up and down. "Hyukkie, you're awake," the boy said in a sing-song voice and smiled widely. "Today, let's stay in and do something. Okay?" Hyukjae held back a moan. Wow, this is familiar. "Hyukkie?"
The older man groaned and looked at Donghae. "What?" Before he even knew it the teen was leaning down close to his ear. "You would be so much hotter if you actually moaned." The teen rolled his hips before he smirked at the older man and left. Hyukjae let out a groan again, this time one of frustration. Was this kid always horny, or what?
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Hyukjae wasn't paying attention to the movie as he lied on the couch-or rather, as he lied on the teen. All he could think about is the scene that happened yesterday when they were in the middle of watching a movie. Maybe it was just the romance in the movie? Maybe it got Donghae thinking about couple stuff and the things couples do. Though, that wouldn't explain the thing Donghae said in the kitchen yesterday, or in the bed that night. Unless... it was still on his mind? Though what about this morning?
Besides this kid is attractive. No, this kid is beyond attractive. He must have a boyfriend. Right? No. Donghae's too nice to cheat. Right? "Donghae?" The teen wiggled his body underneath of the older man, and Hyukjae wonders, why again is he on top of the younger man, laying anyway? "Yeah?"
"You're really good looking..." A smirk grew on the younger man's face. "I know, I'm hot and have a sexy ass. Do you wanna try yesterday all over again?" Hyukjae yelped as he felt hands groping his butt. "W-well. No. I want to know something." Donghae looked at the younger and couldn't help but smile at the innocent face. It almost makes him feel guilty for all of his advances. Almost.
"What do you want to know, Hyukkie?" The older man looked down at Donghae's chest. The teen knew the older wasn't looking at his chest, though. The twenty-four year old was thinking. He couldn't help but wrap his arms around the man. "Well... as I said. You're really good looking. You must have a boyfriends. Right?" Donghae gulped. Why can't he just admit that he has a boyfriend? It isn't like him and Hyukjae will get together. It isn't like he wants to get together with Hyukjae. So, tell the truth-which isn't a problem, he swears-or lie.
Then he realized, he doesn't need to. He didn't need to tell the truth or lie. "You're good looking too, Hyukkie. Don't you have a boyfriend?" The man lying on top of Donghae sighed. "I... no." What does one say in a situation when someone has a tone as saddening as that? "What's wrong?"
The older man frowned. "My... now ex-boyfriend only broke up with me on Friday." Donghae has a feeling where this story is going and he has the biggest pang of guilt hit him. "W-what?" Hyukjae hugs Donghae close to his body and speaks into the boy's left shoulder, burying his face into it and the back of the couch. "On Friday, he broke up with me. When you found me... I guess whoever mugged me did it for the beer. I was with Junsu in the apartment, crying. Anyway he said he was going to go buy beer but I insisted I go. I didn't think something like this would happen."
Donghae frowned as he thought of the beer he and Kibum took. It wasn't "get drunk and party" beer. It was "My heart is completely broken" beer. He wishes now he never took it. What's this? Guilt? "Why'd he break up with you?" Hyukjae took a shaky breath as he thought about it. "H-he kind of... I don't know. It's embarrassing." "What do you mean? Why is it embarrassing?"
"He cheated on me." Kibum is the only thing that Donghae could think of now. "He cheated on you?" "I should of seen it. I mean, he was always saying things like 'oh, you want dinner tonight? Um... I have to work late.' I should of seen it from all the 'um's and 'oh's." Donghae held the other closer-something that seemed nearly impossible.
"He cheated on you," Donghae asked again dumbly, trying to process the fact that he was going to cheat on Kibum with someone who knows the pain of being cheated on. Hyukjae didn't seem to notice the younger questioning himself. "It wouldn't of been that bad but it's who he cheated on me with." "Why, who'd he cheat on you with?"
"My prior boyfriend. My first boyfriend." Talk about a twist. Donghae stared up at the older man's face. "Kim Jongwoon. He liked to be called Yesung. He was sweet, loving, caring. But quiet. Very quiet. Everyone said we were a cute couple and we made up for what the other was lacking. He needed speech, I was talkative and made up for him. I needed maturity. He oozed maturity. We were cute in people's eyes. Even if appearance wise we didn't match that well."
"So what happened to Yesung?" Hyukjae sighed and lifted his head from Donghae's shoulder. "He found another guy. He said we were drifting apart. I didn't know what to say, but I didn't cry. For some reason I accepted it. I don't know. Either way, Yesung found peace in his new boyfriend, and for a while, I thought I was being bitter about it because I said they didn't match, personality wise. After a certain amount of time, I realized, it wasn't me being bitter. It was just the truth. They didn't match. I guess that's why they broke up after a year. Then all of us turned nineteen, and Yesung's ex... I think his name was Hankyung? Well, he found someone else, Yesung stayed lonely, but he found a good friend to take care of him. A year later we turned twenty and no one heard of Hankyung anymore. Yesung was still single, but you could tell he was in love-no one knew... and even now we still don't know who it was then-and he was happy. Me... I met my most recent boyfriend. He's only the second boyfriend I have ever had. Now, Yesung, and... my ex-boyfriend are together. I was with my now ex for four years until this Friday. Yesung was with him for two years. Still is."
"So... who was your most recent boyfriend?" Hyukjae sighed. He could say it and let thoughts and memories flood his head, or he could avoid it and pretend he never dated someone besides Yesung. "Let's not talk about him." What Hyukjae did next surprised himself more than Donghae. He kissed Donghae on the neck, softly, gently, and caring. From the old memories, Hyukjae was tired and didn't mind in the least bit as Donghae cuddled with him. They both fell asleep on the couch.
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"Hyuk, we're... drifting apart." "I understand." "We should stop this relationship we're staging." Hyukjae nodded in agreement. "I like someone else, Hyuk." Hyukjae wanted to cry. He wanted to because he wasn't. Why wasn't he crying? He should be. "Jongwoon?" "Yesung... it's. Yesung."
Hyukjae nodded. "Yesung?" "Yes, Hyuk?"
"When did we stop loving each other? I love you, I mean. But, as a brother. When did we stop loving each other like... like lovers?" Yesung smiled. "Somewhere in the middle of it. Face it. We've been dating for three years and neither of us is a bit sad about this. We drifted a long time ago." "Who do you like now?"
"He's from china." Hyukjae chuckled. "That's a great name." "Hankyung. It's Hangeng. Known as Hankyung." Hyukjae smiled at Yesung's awkward way of explaining but nodded. "He's nice, cute and sweet. Good picking."
They both shared and awkward laugh. "I wonder when I'm going to find my true love." Yesung shrugged. "He's going to be younger than you. I bet you anything. He's going to be a teenager. You're going to be a pedo." "Is this your definition of a good break-up, Yesung?" Yesung laughed. "Yes, yes it is. At least no one is upset. I consider that a great accomplishment."
Hyukjae and the other man parted ways, finally. Hyukjae rolled his eyes. A younger boy. Yeah, right. Yesung is just weird. He smiled a little as he thought of the other man. That's his brother. They became that somewhere in the middle.
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Hyukjae smiled sympathetically at Yesung, but the other male didn't even show a sign of sadness. Had he and Hankyung "drifted somewhere in the middle" too? Though there was a downwards tug at the corner of Yesung's lips as a pretty man walked up to Hankyung and slung his arm around the chinese man. "Let's get drunk tonight, Hankyung. I bought beer." Yes, the pretty man was older than them. Right now they're nineteen. This guy is twenty-two.
The chinese man looked uncomfortable but his eyes shown and Yesung smiled as did Hyukjae. At least someone has found their true love. "I'm too young." "Stop whining. You'll do as I say." Even if their true love is a total bitch. "Fine, Heechul." The oldest of the four missed the small smile tugging at the chinese man's lips. Yesung and Hyukjae didn't though.
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Hyukjae has felt lonely, lately. He's alway gone to Junsu with his problems, but now Junsu is attending University and has found the "most amazing pianist ever" so he's been at the man's house, listening to him play piano. He tried to call Yesung, but he was with this guy he met from the coffee shop... right? Who knows.
It's weird and lonely without his two best friends so he sighs and decides to go to the river. He was expecting it to be vacant-which was stupid considering everyone goes there. It was crowded and Hyukjae wondered why half of these people delt with the large number of groupd surrounding them while they were on a date.
He sat down alone and after a while was tapped on the shoulder. "Why are you alone," came a questioning, kind of soothing voice. "Everyone was busy. Why are you alone?" "My friend went out with his boyfriend. I'm no longer taken, so I don't have a boyfriend to go places with... and the other friends just are annoying."
"Some friend you are, then." Hyukjae laughed as did the other man. "So... you said... no boyfriend?" The other man's eyes widened. "Oh! I'm sorry. Does that freak you out? I know a lot of people don't like it. I don't know why I keep talking about it." Hyukjae chuckled. "No, no. I used to have a boyfriend." The other man smiled. "What's your name?" "Lee Hyukjae. You?" "Nice to meet you, my name's Park Jungsu." Hyukjae couldn't help but think that the dimple on the left side of the guy's face was cute. "Nice to meet you, Jungsu."
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A/N: Sorry if this is short. Sorry if this has spelling errors, I don't have time to correct it or get it beta-ed right now. Um, I am thinking about making a side story to this, with one of the characters mentioned in this, but I'm now sure who or if I'm actually going to do it. If I do... it might be with Hankyung because I am so into Hanchul right now (but it will never beat my love for Eunhae). Or maybe Yesung? Though I wouldn't write about him and Hyukkie or him and Hankyung. There would be minor Leeteuk in that story and then BOOM. New couple. (Which, by the way, that's a bit of a spoiler for this story right there.)
Though, if I write it about Hankyung it would have him and Yesung together leading up to him and Heechul then BOOM. There will be an extra couple (who I ship majorly) in it. I dunno. I guess it depends on if I feel up to it or not. (The only reason I'm not updating this story alot is because LJ has been mean to me. Oh. And I was gunna cliff hang who Hyukkie's boyfriend was, but it came into this. lol. Sorry for the long ending note. (: Oh and sorry if some words don't fit in place. I wrote this all on my iPod Touch and it auto-corrects a lot of stuff when it doesn't need to be auto-corrected.
Chapter 5