I Feel... Right... Does That Make Sense?
"Yeah, no. That blue is so right it's just wrong."
- Me
"*holds up a butt ass ugly pair of panties* Like these?"
- Sherry
"Yup. That's nobody's gonna fuck me blue."
- Me (We laughed quite a bit yesterday... Panty picking with Sherry is funny yet, I learned something... I'm a bad friend. Had that Victoria's Secret Card in my wallet for 2yrs... Guess how much was on it?! $50... I was horrified... She thought that was funny)
Yesterday Sherry and I went to Victoria's Secret. I think I'm attached to Sherry on a different level. Remember when I said we were talking about something an entry would be discussing at some point? Well, I think I like Sherry. No, not like I "like" people but like I like... "people". It's kinda hard to explain. Yesterday I told her our friendship has always been in a bubble and now we've stepped outside that bubble. I tell Sherry everything. She tells me everything. The only other people who know me like that is my Amanda (Whom I talked to yesterday... I love her) and Teri. (Who needs to get everything in gear because I love her)
I've known Sherry for so long that sometimes I forget she isn't new to me but this feeling is. About her anyway. I told her I have somehow convinced myself I'm in a relationship with all of my friends. That's why I push at them. I'm attached to them. They're my world. When I die, I would want them all listed as my family. I love each and every one. Some more than others but with Sherry, I dunno. It's different. She's there on a level different from everybody else. It just sticks out for some reason. Is that weird? Am I being weird? Sometimes my weird is as normal as any other emotion. I need to shake this sadness. Sometimes when I talk to Sherry, I miss Brittney. I explained my situation with her down to an exact science and she understood. Even the how could we fight yet love so strongly at the same time part. It wasn't about the fighting. It never was. I shouldn't be sad. I was happy. I dunno. I'm all scrammbly. We laugh a lot. It's weird cuz when I talk to her, my alternate reality doesn't bother her. She accepts me as me so I am able to be me without borders. Normally, this is dangerous but, not with her. I feel right.
Oh, we also went to Western Sizzler. I told her about her character, Toilyn. Did I mention I've been working on something new? If so, you're hearing it again. If not, I'm working on something new. This is the 1st time I've used Sherry as a character. She tripped me out when we were discussing Garrett's troubles and how I channeled every stitch of anger I felt towards Kyle into that book. She goes: "Oh yeah, that's showing him! Make me mad, mmhmm... Imma mess with your character!" Sounds ridiculous how she puts it.
I love Sherry.
Later
PS: The fact that Sherry and I being late automatically made Erin think we were dead killed me. I thought it was so cute! Erin refers to me as Sherry's girlfriend. Every time Sherry was like "I love you, Erin" I was like "I love you, too Erin!"
PS2: David giving me the wrong key was hilarious. I dunno if we embarrassed him those 30mins we were at his job but either way, I owe Sherry for a Clint joke she slipped in. Remind me LiveJournal cuz I told her she'll know when the debt is paid.